Told you so

uhm, this blog is like almost dead.
cause im like super busy.
and i havent like use the com so long.
:[ then alot of things happen.
like, * pants tore, * made our teacher cry, a dead white bird..
and etcetc..

gtg. :)

Life

Thursday, January 21, 2010, 10:28 PM

I have alot of upcoming tests coming.
Hope will past all the four tests ! :/

Life's getting a bit stressed(?!)
Or.. maybe .. Alot !
No more time and everything's done in a rush !

I even sleeeeep while doing work !
Talk about exhaustion .

hmmmmm. school !

im hungry

Saturday, January 16, 2010, 3:56 PM

& i miss you,

I think Im moving(:

Friday, January 15, 2010, 7:13 PM

Im being Commented.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 10:19 PM

Everyone's giving me the same solution .

well anyway, school was ok.
Flag raising sucks.

And well, I do too.

Byee,

I am proud.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 10:07 PM

I love school alot (L)
i love my new sitting arrangement. :D
i love people who love maths :D

anyway , ystrday's hair was grapes / twister fries as said by vanessa and kelvin .
and today's pau -.-

heheh , well alot of things happened.
I LOL-ED in school in the morning alr !
its soo awesome !

i love school !
i hate going back home from school with homeworks too many to take though ):

if someone gets irritated with my posts why wont you stop following me ? ass

&& Joshua owes me personal PE training ! :D
so cool right ! thksss.

Earthquake - Little Boots.

6:46 PM

I can remember days

Things weren't always this way

I used to make you smile

If only for a while

But now you can't get through

There's know way I can lose

I know some days are hard

But don't you make mine to

Cos I can't stand it when you come home

And we just fight for hours

But I won't show it

No I just hold my breath and keep things quite

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Going unheard

Every little land slide

Catch it in my hand

I wont say a word

Every time you hurt me

I know that's it's working

Making you mine

Every drop of thunder

Only makes me stronger

On the inside

How many countless nights

I try me best to hide

Soon as you slam the door

My tears fall to the floor

I know that people change

Maybe your not to blame

But must you burn a hole

So deep into my soul

Cos I can't stand it when you come home

And we just fight for hours

But I won't show it

No I'll just hold my breathe and keep thing quiet

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Going unheard

Every little land slide

Catch it in my hand

I wont say a word

Every time you hurt me

I know that's it's working

Making you mine

Every drop of thunder

Only makes me stronger

On the inside

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Every little land slide

Catch it in my hand x3

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Going unheard

Every little landslide

Catch it in my hand

I wont say a word

Every time you hurt me

I know that's it's working

Making you mine

Every drop of thunder

Only makes me stronger

On the inside

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Every little landslide

Catch it in my hand x2

I am sad

6:41 PM

I love all my sec 1 juniors who always happen to cheer me up(:

and i enjoyed drama today cause justin's there.

ps: sorry justin my blog is boring-.-

bye,

I AM UNHAPPY.

Monday, January 11, 2010, 6:15 PM

ALL OF YOU CAN JUMP DOWN AND DIE.

BYE.

Quick Update

Sunday, January 10, 2010, 11:08 PM

Yesterday do kenduri and also celebrated my grandma's belated birthday .
Enjoyed so much and only reached home at midnight plus :)

So today i went to madrasah for the first time in different time slot.
Me and my friend was like . ~ awkward all the way.
But it was great going out and walking in the morning(:
And my class is wild.

hahah
kay bye.
im skipping hmt :P
well, i just think there isnt anw :D

tc.

I never am good enough for you no matter how hard i try.

1:06 AM

Im disappointed in myself.

Cause im always not good enough for that someone.

sigh, i shall try to be better and better....

i miss you .

Mayday Parade - Jersey.

Saturday, January 9, 2010, 3:19 PM

Cause jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

Let's write a song that we can dance to
Cause they all wanna listen
Just to know how it sounds when
I do that thing you know that I do
When I find inspiration
This is me breaking down when

Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

Let's write a song that we can sing to
And you can lead the choir
And put the hook where it hurts most
And you threw a spark that lit the candle
That set us all on fire
And sent a flame down the east coast

Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

And I should have been your everything
I'm now at the end of my eternity
And I will sleep to have the darkest dreams
This just won't seem right to me
I close my eyes and beg for peace

Jersey just got colder and...
Jersey just got colder and...
Jersey just got colder and...

Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

ELove, I caught you staring at me, i know you still do .
and im wondering why ? Why is she the reason you use to show me youve moved on ? when its obvious youre not ? Wont last.

Help me.

Doing Homework.

1:57 PM

Epic fail.

I shall start doing homework and complete it since im bored.
Going out at 4pm.

ps: i cant reply/call anyone with my hp.
ill contact people with other number.
tc. this might last fer months. dangs.

You cry alone and he swears he love you .

1:47 PM

This is memory, and memory is repeating itself.

Hello peeps, finally got the time to update,
i feel like deleting this blog because my heart's heavy.
Not good to update a blog with a heavy heart.
Will make you emotional.
harhar.

Well school's been really busy and im worn out.
Each time when i reach home, i get mad and fall asleep.
Thats why now i do my homeworks at WS cause i wouldnt fall asleep(:

Camp was cool, and super tiring.
1/4 cooperated well enough to my pleasure.
But me and cheryl were mad at this particular "mature" guy
who neglected us.

I cant remember the people's name's so apologies.

(:

For now, i just want to go emo,
yes again .

& i knw its not cool rahman !
but yeh .

Happy Fourth Monthsary .

My stomach is growling.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 5:54 PM

im super hungry !
gosh, this is what happens when you dont eat in camp :/

anyway , juniors added me so fast in facebook O.O
i must be niceee. hahhahahha .
omg, my tummy making lots of noises alr !
arghhhhh .

nvm .
blabla.

update later.

i slept around 3 plus and woke up and intervals. :)
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh , having drama bbq/ farewell party on sat.
maybe.

School.

Sunday, January 3, 2010, 10:20 PM

please call me a pscyho.
one minute im happy for school, and they next i deprive from it.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tell me that things will be oky.

i dont want to be stress ! :'(

byebye, schooling~

wont be updating much , tata.

& im wondering howwwww long my timetable can get !
for im having drama until 5 on tuesdays and fridays.
whereas on mondays and wednesdays i have hmt from 245-445 !
the freaking sch is mean to me :'(

I blush alot today.

5:15 PM

DONT ASK.
ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE MAKING ME BLUSH !
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ahhh, tears of blush.
hahahaha . man .

sharks.

4:43 PM

i realise people who chat with me are always guys.
or not, itll be vanessa or alwani.
it sucks ;'(

okay. anyway,
awww, there's gonna be drama camp soon !
and prolly farewell party for the graduated senior ;)
so im so boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

hahah . hui xin said my dp is cute. (blushes)
hahahahahah

k lah , bye. :D

i hate you.

3:44 PM

damn, i hate guys.
anti please.

they wont stop hurting girls.

disappointed

Saturday, January 2, 2010, 11:22 PM

id rather lie that im going off.
wait, i actually am.
so at least, i knw i shldnt have left or smth
but he went off alr though, nvm.

--

i swear ill update soonzxzxz.

bye.

emo time bby ! nights xxxx

oh, dont forget thermometer okay, my lovelies?
heeeheee.

RÀhmåN (: says:
EEEEEE
EMO
A complete Nut- Case. says:
hahah
shut up lar
i want go alr
nk emo xD
RÀhmåN (: says:
Break hassan now emo
A complete Nut- Case. says:
hahah
no uh .
dah shooo
bye !
hahah

i need my jacket, i need you.

5:32 PM

i love you . speak to me .

2009 had thought me alot of things, love, friendship, family, hardships and etc. I know i can handle 2010 now. There's no new me, There's just a different heart & brain ^^ :P
Prefectorial have thought me alot, never to say "try", "think", "blame" and stuff, all it takes is descipline and reflection on oneself, i guess thats what made me go through all the fights and displeases i may have.
Friends make me appreciate each moment more and more .
And family ? well, they're always there for me .
I miss 2009, i'll miss that 090909 date. and here comes 101010 . dangs.
:) 2009 is super tough, i cant believe i manage to get through it all. Shall not elaborate on the hardships.
2009, The year i met YOU. The year i sneak away, the year i manage to get out of my shell.
So maybe im the girl thats quiet, but im a listener, and i can be who anyone wants me to be . :)
i know i can do anything as long as i put my heart and soul into it.

i NEVER WILL give up . eventhough 2009 is very sorrowful, i think its the best year ever
because its the year , i learn things i never knew could happen, never knew would come to me.

& i want this year to be the year i know you'll remember me .

damn

5:21 PM

shit, stomach hurts like hell.

COOL.

2:12 PM

My uncle told me to cheer up yesterday because i seem so erm, smth .
and i lied and said i was tired .
and i didnt bother to eat or drink.

happy 1st birthday to me, the new me .

// what do you do when youre wide awake in the early morning and youre feeling suckish ?
: CAMWHOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
hahahahhahahahahahaa .
cause i took 71 stupid photos of me.
bluekkkk. at 3am . call me insane, but thats me. smiling like some idiot hoping everyth will be ok .

i smell so nice right now :B

1:54 PM

Since when do you come around
And the temperature has changed
Nothing's the same

Left me yesterday
You don't see me that way
Touch me that way no more
When did you get so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind

If you only knew
What my heart goes through for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?

We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fading?
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in
And it's so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?

Front is breaking
And it's taking over my spirit
Quickly, quickly
Something's shifted
Have we drifted too far apart now?
If you only knew...

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?

:/

Labels: i suck

hah.

1:50 PM

De ce faci asta pentru mine? De ce nu mai putin fiecare lucru nu pare rau pentru tine? De ce nu pot fi mine? Daca aceasta este ceea ce crezi tu de mine, daca te uiti tu spui ca, si deoarece nu am face rau, te rog, lasa-ma.
Imi pare rau ca nu sunt cine ai vrea sa fie. -Stiu-Eu nu sunt destul de bine pentru dumneavoastra si am tratat tine atat de rau. Imi pare rau esti blocat cu mine.

Why are you doing this to me ? Why does every little thing i do seems wrong to you ? Why can't I be me ? If this is what you think of me, if you think i'm that mean, and since i have hurt you, please .. leave me .
i am sorry i am not who you want me to be. i know im not good enough for you and i treated you so bad. im sorry youre stuck with me .

We All Roll Along - The Maine

Friday, January 1, 2010, 3:52 PM

I remember every night we spent on weekends.
With good friends.
We did nothin' but it seems like we did so much.
Back then.
Oh back then we would kick it laughin' all relaxing'
And taking things for granted.
We did anything for just that little rush.

Just don't forget this.
We won't regret this.
We've got one chance to get it right.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.
Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it
And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.
So tonight's the night we all roll along.

Oh back to our first cigarette.
You know we can't forget all the faces that we've met.
81 23
Means everything to me.
Take me back to the parking lots.
The sleep we fought.
And all the places we got caught.
This place will always be part of me.
Yeah you're all a part of me.

Just don't forget this.
We won't regret this.
We've got one chance to get it right.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.
Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it
And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.
So tonight's the night we all roll along.

I remember every day that I spent dreaming
Of leaving.
This place behind I would run away from thinkin'
Adding up all the days spent wasted.
Chasing the girls we hated.
Some things, they, they never change.
Take me back o the sleepless nights.
The stupid fights.
It never mattered who was wrong or who was right.
You're all a part of me.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.
Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it
And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.
So tonight's the night
we all roll along.