'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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Monday, November 30, 2009, 11:04 PM
i enjoyed today.gahhh.
missing alot of ppl.
Life sucks
9:58 PM
I mean, like seriously.well anyway.
eyes sore.
so stfu. :D
k bye.
Awake.
1:15 AM
heeeheeee.k bye. booo
staying up late, as usual.
lalala.
Oh yeah, it feels to be back together and in love like never before ♥
Plus, im so happy now ^^
Bored.
Sunday, November 29, 2009, 10:17 PM
Heyya. Er, where did i end off? like my last time i posted?
gahhhh .nvm.
Anyways, happy to see the links up?
hhahahhaha. k shuuush.
and ive got nice peoplee talking exc hassan.
yepp naj, YOUR WAY SWEETER than hassan hopeless.
:D
luv ya ! heheheh .
loserrr.
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I feeel so nice
heheh .
though he doesnt deserve to be missed.
grrrr.
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Hari Raye Haji was fantastic and very very busy.
i love kids! hahahah.
not in the mood to type lengthen posts.
sorrryyyyy.
like anyone cares ^^
you know, you can like chat and talkkkkk, so why shld i type here ?
heeeh . k wtv nadd.
talk to yrself. as usual .
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okay honey dearies, its 1016pm. im going to accompany my sister(see, im lovely right !) watch her hindu movie , the kuchikuchi hotahe. wtv shit. (but its my first show i watched thts hindu tht i fell in love and is my fav) anyway, point is, its THREE FREAKING HOURS. meaning, im such a good sister.
hehehe.
tomorrow going out to get bkkks. maybeee
gahhh, ily !
I love.
2:33 PM
Heheeee.i would lurveee to dedicate this post to the guyyyzzz i miss verryyy much and i havent been spending time w them ): and i really really hope to spend timeee with them soooooooooooooon .
I hope your mum's alright and all kayyy.
Me promise me will go out w/ yáll soon !
ahahahhahha.
lurve you can ?
TYVMMMMM fer i know you know everything ^^
i know im awesome and cute! HAHAHA . jk .
haha, kay dah .
skrg mabuk giler .
k tkper .
:D
Ehhh, i want contact lens eh please.
hahah. someone buy fer my bday kay ?
HAHA.love youu !
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I smell nice.
12:46 PM
Like seriously, anyway.
hi . i enjoyed myyyyyy pretty weekends ^^
update laterrrr.
im smelling myselffff. hahahahah .
jkjk .
OMG LARH . ENEMIES LOVING THE SAME GIRL.
HAHAHAHA.
____ & ____
OHHH, I LIKEEE THIS .
CAUSE I HATE BOTH THE GUYS ^^
Weee~
Friday, November 27, 2009, 12:14 AM
Slmat Hari Rayee Haji !Soooo looooooking ferword to tomorrow !
Yummmmmy ! heheheh .
anws, yesterday cleared up my sis room .
bleah .
and today took like 7 hours to clean mine, ON MY OWN fer the first time
hahaha. i suck. k shut upz.
im tiredxzzsxzsxzsx.
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bleah . its like 1145 nwwww. and im damn boredddd.
and i feeel tht everything is in its wrong placeeeee.
which sucks, cause i think i suck .
k shut up alr.
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muahahha . im itching. k shuusshhh .
errr, errrerrr.
oh .. nvm . forgot ..
blablabla.......................................
oh yeah . stupid grasshopper scared the hell out of me.
it can fly ^^
its pretty^^ but i scared )):
im being sucha kidd . booooo.
thats what my whole family says anws.
bahhhh.
who can believe im mature anws?
even my aunt thought i havent got my period yet.
sucker much ?
but immature is GOOOD. :D
bleah . but like why ppl like me seyh ?
hahah , im insane.
i think boyf wont be proud of me.
hahaha . like i care anws :P
soooo bleahhhhhhhh .
im bored of lyf. me need excitement !
meeee need to do things i always do , which i think is nth ?
heeeeheee.
oh wtv.
k time to go.
not.
hahahah ./
sucker.
k im a bitch right nw.
omg, i shall type like a bitch .
ii lovee eeu.
eewww.
hhehehehe .
its called being silly bby!
hahaha. k suckers.
i wanna go . be nice and let sissy use ^^
then then , cant wait to eat tmr!
hahahahah . ass.
Me like .
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 6:48 PM
22 nov celebrated my uncle and cuz's bday !
yeyy ! haha two cakes !
then ystrday my bro's bday , THIRD CAKE !
omg, imma fat.
hahahaha . :D
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bleah . camped for three days
was funn uhhhh .
bleah .
k bye .
:D
I got your emails you just don't get females now, do you?
Once in my heart, is not in your head, anyway.
Mate your too late and you weren't worth the wait now, were you?
It's out of my hands since you blew your last chance when you played me.
You'll have to cry me out, you'll have to cry me o-o-out.
The tears that I fall, mean nothing at all, it's time to get over yourself.
Baby you aint all that, baby there's no way back.
You can get talking but baby I'm walking away.
When I found out how you messed me about, I was broken.
Back then I beleived you, but now I don't need you no more.
You'll pick on your fault, 'cause you weren't alone, she was with you, yeah.
Now I couldn't care, 'bout who, what or where, we're through.
You'll have to cry me out, you'll have to cry me o-o-out.
The tears that I fall, mean nothing at all, it's time to get over yourself.
Baby you will ..., baby there's no way back.
You can get talking but baby I'm walking away.
Gunna have to cry me out, gunna have to cry me out,
boy there ain't no doubt, gunna have to cry me out.
Boy I've had a little bit, boy you better get used to it.
You can get talking but baby I'm walking away.
Oooooh.
Listen, I got the emails, I got the texts, the answers still the same, it's just the way it is, I gotta go.
You'll have to cry me out, you'll have to cry me o-o-out.
The tears that I fall, mean nothing at all, it's time to get over yourself.
Baby you will ..., baby there's no way back.
You can get talking, baby I'm walking away.
You'll have to cry me out, you'll have to cry me o-o-out.
The tears that I fall, mean nothing at all, it's time to get over yourself.
Baby you will ..., baby there's no way back.
You can get talking but baby I'm walking away.
Imma Gayyy .
Monday, November 23, 2009, 11:18 PM
and im itching like hell right now. shut up faz. imma not a cat, and DONT even imagine me -.-
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Went out with Akhyar . Met her around 115. head off to Parkway .
Ate at mcs.
Then blabla. went off to Esplanade at about 3 ?
Then we so , ohmygayys, lesbians, camwhorers etc.
obviously, those are just titles, not true :D
Oh yeah . mly guys who camwhore! HAH !
HAHAH . LMAO !
and a group of germans.
haha yes faz, i loikeee ! me no like sweden :P
okayyyy. then it was awefully weird.
hahaaha .
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okay , then chatted w her and all .blazz.
went home at about 430 .
:D
then blaaa.
stupid bus broke down just outside my hse sucker ,
reached home at 530 ?
I AM NOT OK . SHUT UP .
9:25 PM
cintamu hanya untukku
karna kini kau telah membaginya
[*]
Maafkan jika memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai
Tak ada lagi yang bisa kulakukan tanpamu
ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa
Reff:
Ku menangis membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya
Ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti
repeat [*]
repeat Reff
Ku menangis
harus slalu kau tahu
akulah hati yang
kau sakiti...
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fck it yeah .
i wanna write happy things, but it hurts so much .
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went out w akhyar, hopefully details tmr.
gdnight .
i love drowning myself in tears.
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im sorry. but you just had to make me feel worse.
you make me feel useless. you laughed when im crying, dont you know it hurts ?
you said i dont rock just cause i talked to faz, but at least he understands my position.
while youre just there lyourao. you know ?
and talking about other things, happy things. yes im happy for you .
but for a moment, please think that i have to deal w other things.
you and him are alr killing me dont you get it !
and i have other stuff.
what do you know ?
thanks naj and van .
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syai askd me out tmr . hah . idiot.
--
im not ready to let go .
you still have your chance.
Tired.
11:40 AM
ku punya rasa tak terungkapkan
hanya dalam memori hati dan benak ku simpan
berat menerima kau pergi
tanpa alasan juga kau buat aku.. bertanya...
beribu senandung yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaganya sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk dia kekasih sepanjang hidup
ku masih merindukannya.. haa aa...
apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri...
beribu senandung yang ku nyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaga sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk kekasihku
ku masih merindukannya.. haa aa...
apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri...
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi, ku sendiri...
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Officially over.
Thank You Mr Najwan for always asking me if im okay .
And, Please dont slap me just cause I lie. tyvm .
And thanks Fazreen for accompanying me .
Thanks To Shazuan -.- who is alike to Najwan .
Thanks To Alwani . (: And Amira And Amalia.
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Nobody knows the reason why except him .
Finally Im doing it my way .
Dont give a damn to whatcha wanna say .
My life.
300th post (exc from other blogs)
Sunday, November 22, 2009, 5:56 PM
Take me as I am - FM static. ---
Im not ready to talk about the torturous 3-day camp .
(:
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Just dressed up myself for the beach later on .
I can bet myself crying all alone in the night.
Im still crying you know ?
How much more can I get hurt ?
I feel so weak .
I wished I could speak up and tell someone the reason why .
But it seems like i lost all my energy to speak up or even do anything.
Honestly . Yeah, honest..
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Hati yang kau sakiti - Rossa.
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Erm, tommorrow meeting up with the red shirts and the other three prefects;)
afterwards going out with BFF Akhyar , bby !
I hope I can talk about it all with her tomorrow .
Miss her so muchhhzxzsxszx.
Though she was only with me for 3 yrs in religious class.
Til 2004.
Ilurveher.
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Guess what ?!
My mum knows Im emo . and she knows its cause of him .
Amazing right ?! hah . cant seem to hide anything from her .
Thks mum((:
Everyone's being nice to me . heheeh .
causeee they miss me ^^
:P
trying to keep myself smiling without a reason to
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Woke up singing, and everyone wondered why . weird right ?
hah, thats what i do to keep my mind off things, but it didnt work .
Ended up crying again .
WEEEE. cant stop doing so ! hah ! im a maniaccc on the loose ! ((:
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Its so hard. Super hard.
You dont even know the reason why .
You want to win dont you ?
You win already !
I get all the hurt.
I made you happy all this while, and got myself hurt in the process.
you dont know, go ahead, pretend you do .
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I never wanted to leave you , but i had to .
sick of it all .
you know nothing about a girl's heart do you ?
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I trusted you so much .
Saturday, November 21, 2009, 7:23 PM
Thank You.I didnt know i deserved to be treated like this,
right after my busy days and being away from you .
So this is what you do when Im gone.
Guess he's right, maybe you are ....
Whatever it is. Im still not going for S***k .
Dont even try to make it happen k .
Ive had enough of all this , this year.
I feel like quitting everything once and for all.
Like maybe, solo ?
Im tired of giving my all and getting cheated.
Do you know how it feels ?
When I'm busy with alot of activities, i cant believe youre doing this to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan kerana
Cinta yang t'lah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itupun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
(Korus)
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
(Ulang Korus)
Aku yang rentan kerana
Cinta yang t'lah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itupun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
(Korus)
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
(Ulang Korus)
& this tears wont stop flowing.
you told me youre not active at that site anymore.
you lied, you so lied.
this is not the first time.
who's eva? or era? or wtf? idk who the fcuk else.
you could have told me , instead of me finding out myself.
if this is the way you wanna continue treating me.
i'll go.
cause ive had enough alr.
im tired already . you gimme this kind of SHIT right after my camp?
how relaxing huh ?
Dont try to sweet talk me, it never worked, never will.
I never asked you who you texted, i may just look. but i nvr interrogate you.
i trust you , i really trust you so much !
be how you want this to be like.
And its only today im feeling fcuking insecure.
how can you really do this to me ?
i still havent asked who's eva/era/wtf .
I never did this to you .
I told you everything, who what when, who i know.
wtf and stuff.
and you behave like this.
you know how much it hurts?
i trust you , i really trust you so much !
be how you want this to be like.
And its only today im feeling fcuking insecure.
how can you really do this to me ?
i still havent asked who's eva/era/wtf .
I never did this to you .
I told you everything, who what when, who i know.
wtf and stuff.
and you behave like this.
you know how much it hurts?
you wanna play it this way ?
we'll see who win.
once again,
THANKS FOR ALL THIS, ESPECIALLY LYING TO ME.
funny huh ? "i dont wanna lie to you"
but you already lied the first time round.
and idk what else.
R : "Dia main baju ?"Me: "Huh ?"
R : "Dia main baju tk ?"
Me: "uh, no ?"
R : "You sure or not ?"
Me: "yuhhh!"
N : "Kau tgk ah dia, dia muka innocent jer. tkkan la nk amik orang main baju. "
Me: "HAHA YEAH ! see see^^"
R : "Iyelah tu dia baik, depan je baikk . belakang~ "
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somthing for myself, for my own thinking and entertaintment and memory.
Getting myself thinking.
Do i deserve this ?
No i dont, i never did.
Right now, dont you dare call me Your girl.
Im so shocked.
You dont know how camp was like.
You dont know the amount of endurance i had to feel.
Its not easy.
Its not easy accepting this.
DAYS.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 10:38 PM
Hello.
Been busy for the past few days .
Let me, recap my days {:
16 of Nov 2009 (hehe)
Helped out with teacher for the class thingaye~ from like 9- 4pm.
Tiring to the maxx.
17 Nov . Tues.
First Day of Open House with the Coral Primary Students.
Im grouped with Nasuha and Hei Wo and Friend . LOL !
haha . i think my class are some smart people and the guys , well. retards. {:
Cause there's like ~ HeadPrefect. LOL .
Okay , it was totally boring . LOL .
first day what . of course damn sian . And they were released at about 1245?
cause my damn class so slow-.-
18 Nov . Wed.
Yes, Alw bday ;)
Anyway , Second day . It was WAY MUCH BETTER.
There's Casuarina & Whitesands & Meridian . :D
Grouped with Amalia, Kelvin How , Weng Chen ?
haha . with the Casuarinas .
It was awesome, i think Kelvin shld be a tour guide when he gets older xD
Plus, i bet the people remember us !
hah , they damn evil puhlease, drag me and amalia out to dance when we refused-.-
ZOMG.
And icing splurt on my shirt, great?
PINK , like EWW.
(im being such a bitch right now :P)
Ohkay , we were like guiding the EM3 students, mostly occupied by malays(:
Ohkay , we were like guiding the EM3 students, mostly occupied by malays(:
(aww, i sound so innocent right now *blinkblink* )
So we had tons of fun together(:
rightright .
So then we ended damn early ;D
So , im actually looking forward to those kids to come here ;)
Eventhough theyre such minahs and matts who dyed their hair, and have upskirts, and etc .
Eventhough theyre such minahs and matts who dyed their hair, and have upskirts, and etc .
But theyre nice overall .
Sadly, i DONT even know ANY of their NAMES :P
Then last last.
Chinese guy : eh , how to see this words, so small !
Amalia : Lemme see. *strains her eyes and keeps on reading til like forever-.-*
Meanwhile..
Chinese & Malay guy : *wear shades because they wanna be silly*
me : O.O *both took out*
Chinese : *hands over his BIG UBER RED PRETTY SHADES to me* you try wear ah .
Me: haha ! noooo. * shy face* :P
*pause pause*
Amalia : * tells me trick questions from that paper *
Me : * looking like some idiot and only got the last q right -.- *
Amalia : *passes back the paper*
Chinese: Can i see you phone ?
Me : HAH ? for what ? NOOO .
C : I just wanna see.
Me : haha . no no no way !
Two malay guys : *eee dia tk tau malu *
Me : LOL .
Malay guy : Nak tgk hp.
Me : FOR WHAT ? o.o
Malay : wanna send musics uh .
Me : Lol no !
Malay : got tokio hotel songs ?
Me : yeahhh ./
Malay : Automatic ?
Me : nehh h.
Malay : then what songs u have?
Me : err, idk .
Malay : like ?
Me : moonsoon etcetc.
Malay : send uh all their songs.
Me: hah ? but i nt sure eh .
Malay : ala just send jer.
Me : *about to send*
THEY HAD TO STAND
MUAHHAHA .
i have no idea why i typed tht out xD
bored laaa. tmr camp .
haha . aww right ?
i knw i knw ! :P
Well anyway , after all that met with my bby !
heheheheh . ily loser !
you cannot tahan 5 min ! hehehe .im good at this .
okay , bye .
i love you love you love you . til forever. and eternity {:
me going camppp nowww in 9 hours ? hahaha .
shut up naddd ! wee .
Dont you just love ?
10:02 PM
and i cant talk to alot of guys . it sucks. i knw i'll get killed for typing this, but i'll be away :P
hehehhe . i mean , yeah . cause SOMEONE keeps complaining and being insecure, point is, i can only talk to him-.- trueee!! even schoolwork also jealous -.-
===============================================================
HEHEHEH .
((:
ADORABLE ! (L)
Lethargic
Monday, November 16, 2009, 10:21 PM
Came home late . Very Late.
Awesomely Tired.
HOW TO SURVIVE TOMORROW, like omg ?!
heeeeheeee, im downloading damn lots of songs, dont you just love nad ?
:P
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k, tired.
so yeah , been angrryyyy to people :P
dont care la, so tired alr.
sorry uhhh .
heh ..
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camp camp !
yes arhhh !
weeee{: prefect's shirt tomorrow !
DAMN HUGE puhlease!
k nights. D:
*yawn*
slept at 130am and woke up at 7am .
tireddd laa.
tmr must be in sch by 7 -.-
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then wed, 730.
thur 730 .
so camppp starts~ confirm need wake up at 5am laaaaaa puhlease.
i need sleep :'(
i wanna cry already !!
im so worn uppppppp !!
i neeeed to chill, i neeed to take a rest!!
urgh .
nights.
did alot of productive stuff today , i loike .
except after 430 , so unproductive-.-
you know i knwwww.
buhhhhbyeeee.
How. Perculiar.
Sunday, November 15, 2009, 11:00 PM
Photos are HORRIBLE + IDIOTIC.i recommend you not to scroll . tyvm.
uploaded for the sake of wasting my pretty precious time :D
Okay, finally able to update. stupid com that was killing me like hell !
omg, 3 days left to camp !
ahhh, and now this whole weeeek must wake up early, there goes late wake up call !
):
okay, im so tired, but wtv.
need to download loads of songs, cause i have 3 days left to listen !! !
AHH . SHIT SHIT .
need to revise arab some more .
go die !
manzz, nights. -.-
eyebags rock .
ps: sorry for not updating links, gimme awhile. (: