Told you so

Thank You.
I didnt know i deserved to be treated like this,
right after my busy days and being away from you .
So this is what you do when Im gone.
Guess he's right, maybe you are ....

Whatever it is. Im still not going for S***k .
Dont even try to make it happen k .
Ive had enough of all this , this year.
I feel like quitting everything once and for all.
Like maybe, solo ?
Im tired of giving my all and getting cheated.
Do you know how it feels ?
When I'm busy with alot of activities, i cant believe youre doing this to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan kerana
Cinta yang t'lah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itupun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

(Korus)
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

(Ulang Korus)

& this tears wont stop flowing.

you told me youre not active at that site anymore.

you lied, you so lied.

this is not the first time.

who's eva? or era? or wtf? idk who the fcuk else.

you could have told me , instead of me finding out myself.

if this is the way you wanna continue treating me.

i'll go.

cause ive had enough alr.

im tired already . you gimme this kind of SHIT right after my camp?

how relaxing huh ?

Dont try to sweet talk me, it never worked, never will.

I never asked you who you texted, i may just look. but i nvr interrogate you.
i trust you , i really trust you so much !
be how you want this to be like.
And its only today im feeling fcuking insecure.
how can you really do this to me ?
i still havent asked who's eva/era/wtf .

I never did this to you .
I told you everything, who what when, who i know.
wtf and stuff.
and you behave like this.
you know how much it hurts?

you wanna play it this way ?

we'll see who win.

once again,

THANKS FOR ALL THIS, ESPECIALLY LYING TO ME.

funny huh ? "i dont wanna lie to you"

but you already lied the first time round.

and idk what else.

R : "Dia main baju ?"
Me: "Huh ?"
R : "Dia main baju tk ?"
Me: "uh, no ?"
R : "You sure or not ?"
Me: "yuhhh!"
N : "Kau tgk ah dia, dia muka innocent jer. tkkan la nk amik orang main baju. "
Me: "HAHA YEAH ! see see^^"
R : "Iyelah tu dia baik, depan je baikk . belakang~ "
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somthing for myself, for my own thinking and entertaintment and memory.
Getting myself thinking.
Do i deserve this ?
No i dont, i never did.

Right now, dont you dare call me Your girl.

Im so shocked.
You dont know how camp was like.
You dont know the amount of endurance i had to feel.
Its not easy.
Its not easy accepting this.