Told you so

I'm Super sorry to Munief for making him wait one whole day
for me yesterday.
Im sorry. ;)
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And oh-my gosh. a great thanks to Ibrahim for ! :D
haha. me luvvvvzzz.

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And to someone,
you dont know?
I really dont believe you.
It hurts, yo!
You suck. For the first time, I have to say this.
You knew it all, but you just wanted it all to yourself.
Its not fair.
Its not fair, D.

& you dont understand DK.
Its not DK's fault!
You should just be there !
Ergh, im so freaking mad at you.

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Other than that, today i skipped HMT for once!
haha, due to bad influence by hasanah! hahah!
K, went off with them to Library.
And lunch at kfc. :D

I headed home afterwards.
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In school was boring, time pasts so fast.
Probably because i was thinking of alot of things.
And i didnt pay attention.
And i was actually c* but nobody knew. ;)

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So, Ive been uploading photos for 3 hours-.-
and its still not over.
dangzzz.
i hate cameras.
grrr.

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Okay, yesterday was a BOMBSXZS.
went out with boogies.
pictures are with Amira and Alwani.
Mine - uploaded in facebook (:

Okay, we had a hard time picking my ring :P
And amira proposed to me!!!
hahahaha. k lolz.

Yeah.. so hmmm.. me and sab went home at 4pm like that.
:D
I enjoyeddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Love them very muzchzczxch.

& not forgetting NASUHA!
HAHA.

WHAT A BLOG POST.
FUNNYYYY LARHH YOUUUU. xDDDD

me luvvv you toozzz!
thanks for spending time with me! ^^

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Then reached home at 5pm like that.

Got ready to go out with relatives. ;D

Left house again at about 630pm.

Met them East Coast. :)

Camwhored alot!

And lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvved.
PHOTOS IN FACEBOOK.
BUT NOT DONE! :@

k anyway, more photos with my aunttt.

:)

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Went home at like 10pm.
:DDDD

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Im done.
Im so tired.
Basically ive been crying.
Yeah, whatever.
And staying up late.
Im dying here.

I think ive been keeping too much already.
Letting it all out, dont work anymore.
I feel like killing myself.
Its a disease, and its spreading in me.
I cant do anything about this.
I need you. Right now.
& i just keep breaking down over and over again..

And for goodness sake, im talking to a SUNSHINE TEDDY BEAR. -.-
and i wonder why everyone really thinks im those sunshine girls.
Cause thats what people thinks.
everyone thinks im the happy happy ones.
And they cant differentiate me when im sad.

Im such a good pretend.

I'll leave it that way.

Happy.

Jika kau kekasih
Ikin menjadi semakin bingung. Kenapa dengan dirinya? Haruskah dia terus membiarkan diri diheret kenangan silam yang menyakitkan dengan membiarkan kesedihan terus bersarang dan bermukim di hati tanpa mahu mencari penawarnya?
Dia tahu dia tidak sepatutnya meneruskan kehidupan yang sebegitu. Dia nanar memikirkan persoalan itu. Haruskah dibiarkan, tanpa mahu mencari jalan penyelesaian? Dia bimbang annti diri umpama sebuah pelabuhan sepi. Dia ingin mencari bahagia tetapi dalam waktu yang sama dia takut melukakan hati insan yang dicintainya.
Jadi.. apa yang harus dilakukannya.

And that girl, is me.

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& babbyy, are you really happy?
Is this really what you want?
Cause we can turn it back all over again.

Your Defense Mechanism is Isolation

When life gets to be too much to handle, you just withdraw. You rather not deal with things.

You tend to be a very isolated person. You want to connect to others, but you don't know where to start.

The problem with withdrawing from the world is that it's hard to reintegrate yourself when you're ready.

Instead of pulling back when you have problems, it would be better for you to reach out.

What's Your Defense Mechanism?