Told you so

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUnx2bHxG3w
Do not ask me why its random. tyvm.

Yang terindah, terukir di bibirmu
(That beautifully crafted smile of yours)
Tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
(Is none that ive seen before)
Pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
(Has the love that ive given you faded)
Berwarna warni segala, yang dijanjikan ia
(All gone with the promised colors of it)

Usah biarku bersendirian
(Dont leave me alone)
Usah biar hatimu ditawan
(Dont let your heart captured)
Usah biar diriku disini, seorang menunggu tanpa teman
(Dont leave me here waiting alone)
Usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
(Dont let go of your hands)
Usah biar semua berlalu
(Dont let it all go away)
Usah terlupa perasaan hati, pertama kali kita bertemu
(Dont ever forget the first feelings we had when we first met)
Usah lepaskan
(Dont Let Go)

Tak mudahku melupa segala yang berlaku
(Its not easy for me to forget the things that had happened)
Ku ingin selalu bersamamu
(I wanna be with you forever)

*Repeat Chorus

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
(I dont care what the reasons are)
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
(You and her have to be together)
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
(The dark sky is telling us)
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
(We should be still in love)

Usah lepaskan
(Dont Let Go)

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That song can make me cry 24/7 and i wont stop.
I cant.
sigh.
this song. just er , hurts.
k whatever.

moving on,
school was okay.
people are insane.
im not a human, therefore, im not insane. :)

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haiz. dont know la.
i think this year my bday's gonna be the worst?
lolz.
cause got alot of probs.
and im feeling so down nowadays.
nyahahah.

*im making myself happy these days *

ah, whatever.
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Today went to nasuha's house after doing work with sab in school(:

then yeah. the end.
lols.

& i should seriously stop listening to that song .

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AHHH. FISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
GO DIE LAAAA.
):

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Im sick of it. im tired of it.
i cant stop anymore.
i cant stop thinking of you.
ive had enough!
im worried. im worried sick about you!
and i dont care what you think/what they think anymore!
i want you to be okay!
i wanna know what happened!
because, i do know why!
i wanna be back... in your life..
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i just do. :'(
i dont care whatever shit is going on.
i dont care whoever is reading this.
i type what i feel. i do what i feel like.
but i have limits.

i cant.
i cant be there.
i want to.
but i cant anymore.
i cant bare.
i cant bare to see you that way.

it makes me feel down.
i dont know .
i dont think anyone would understand how i feel.
but i have to let it out.

please, please let me see your smile and hear laugh again,
not those pretends.
even if its not for me/ because of me.

i want you to be okay.

i love you.
and i cant stop.
and i cant do anything.
:/

no words, can explain these thoughts.
these emotions. nothing.

i wanna feel you.
feel you once again.
like how i did.
i wanna go through it all with you.
* thunder- boys like girls * remember?

silly arent i?
you wont even reach here. hah.
im such a loser!

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i miss eugene kuan.
i cant believe he put my special day on his phone.
:0 i feel so .. touched.
saturday suppose to meet him, ernest and etc..
but i have class ):

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tomorrow going out with jannah and maira for awhile.
mmiss them alot!
x:

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mad at blogger.
i cant upload any pictures.
fish!

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well yeah.
why'd you have to go?
i want to stick with you forever.
You told me youd never let me go..
but you lied. why?

the bruise hurts.
please, where's the explanation?
argh!

why why why?!

& if you guys think this is sudden.
its not, i just didnt feel like venting out any emotions
the past few days.
so sick, and tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k, i think i need a chill pill
as Ms Swan would say it.

Can you dont be me ____ ?
please.......

ah, shut upzxzsxzsxzsxzs nadhirah!
get over it!

oh and did i tell you?
my morning ruined by some person.
ergh , hate him!!!!

k , back to the story.
i tried to show you i was strong,
i tried to be friendly.
i tried so hard to get over it.
but youre not cooperating!

i tried.

but seeing you this way nowadays,
it hurts.
hurts me deep.
i know, i know whats wrong.
so why cant you share....

mr DK ! please..

the more youre like this, the more i cant bare
to let you go.
i know, i know you need me by your side.
its obvious.
because now, the way you look at me, its different.
its different then those pasts.
its like youre begging, and wanting something from me.
i know you look away when i look your way.
i know you watch me go.
i know, love.
im not blind. i can feel.

oh my gosh, why do i have to know you so well!

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anyway, i did half of a lyric already (:
might post it one day if i remember :D
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i feel like leaving the world.
im such a loser, idiot, sucker!

ps; goodluck to rayyan and ariffin!
both fighting against each other for the semi-finals in the nationals!
i dont know who to side with ! :O
guess what? ariffin is rayyan's uncle.
but both same age. :D

hehe. luvvv.

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