Told you so

Pain Long Enough

Cutting makes the pain go away
even for the short time
Just long enough for me to feel normal
for me to stop crying
For earth to revolve in a normal way
for flowers to bloom again
For the moon to shine like it used to
for me to make a new friend

My emotions just fly away
on the back of a butterfly
Long enough for that blade to cut just deep enough
for me to reach a new high
For the liquid to run along
my already scarred skin
For things to be back to normal
back to the way it's been
For the tingling in my fingertips
because they haven't gotten enough blood

My parents tried to help
but it just wasn't ever enough
People act like they're better than me
just because I love this pain
The sky turns that dark shade of grey
and the clouds cry out rain
That great feeling is over now
but it will be back soon enough
I'm already looking for the next blade
waiting for the next cut

*ripped from j-lo! hehehe. :P
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Take You Back by *TyC113

You keep saying you love me
But you continue to hurt me.

I see you everyday with him
Kissing his lips and holding him
The way you once held me.

And you have the special smile on your face
That you used to have for me and only me.

And seeing that glow on your face
Kills me very slowly.
It breaks my heart into tiny pieces.

And then you apologize to me after the fact
Saying that “you’ll never do it again”.
I know that I should leave you
But I’m head-over-heels in love with you.

So I take you back knowing you may hurt me again.

* deviantart
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You Are by ~darkness-in-light627
[[& to me, this is true..]]

Uncontrollable you are.
daring to scream,
daring to look where no one else has.
Such hateful thoughts,
such hateful words...
all directed to me,
but I could never hate you

Sinful you are...
but i guess i am as well.
To use such language,
such people in vain.
Not caring of their thoughts,
no needed knowledge of their purpose.

Naive you are...
for you don't even realize.
That pain,
that hurt...
What you're doing to me.

Murderer you are.
Killed my thoughts and dreams.
Mutilated my hopes,
Crushed my individuality.
Anihilated all that was me.

Destroyer you are.
For i was once so whole.
But you took away all that i was,
and made me into what you wanted.
Damaged my mind,
Messed with my heart.

You Are.

*deviantart
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Summer Love by =tina-go-lightly

Kiss me in the shadows of forgotten summers,
In the seasonal lure of discontented lovers
In the vague memory of brokenhearted mothers
Tell me that you've never kissed another.

Let us lay in the tears of broken hearted stars
Let us make love in the back of rusted cars
And drink raw beer in stale, musty bars
Hold my hand wherever we are.

We will race fireflies in barefooted grass
And mourn that the months fly by too fast
Still half in childhood, we'll forget the past
And look to tomorrow through rose-colored glass.

*deviantart
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It's Not by ~Animya

It’s not fair to say
I didn’t care
It’s not fair to act
Like I don’t belong

It’s not right to say
I’ve never known you well
It’s not right to act
Like you don’t see

It’s not justified to say
It would only hurt you
It’s not justified to act
Like you rule this world

It’s not okay for you to speak
Like I’m yours, like a puppet
It’s not okay for you to act
Like I’m just an object

That’s all I’ve gotta say!

*deviantart
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Teddy Bear by ~Babay-Shawdow

Remember when
The sun always shined
And you never left
Because you were mine

Remember when
The fog cleared away
Just as you said
It would go that way

Remember when
We sat on that bench
And told each other secrets
We'd never forget

Remember when
We gazed to the stars
And wondered where they came from
And how they got so far

Remember when
We snuggled
In my bed
And cuddled

Remember when
You kissed my lips
And your soft, gentle hands
Swayed on my hips

Remeber when
You stared into my eyes
And we sat there forever
No truths, no lies

Remember when
You said loved me
Didn't think so,
Either honey

Remember when
You left me there
With that little "Sorry"
Teddy Bear

*deviantart
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pinky promise by ~thedreamer016

If one day you feel like crying......call me.
I dont promise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away,dont be afrid to call me.
I dont promise to ask you to stop....but i can run with you.
If one day you dont want to listen to any one.....call me.
I promise to be there for you but also to remain quiet.
But one day if you call.....and thers is no answer.....come fast to see me.
Maybe i need you.

*deviantart
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Almost Like Your Here by ~Oliver-Samuel

Through the air
All I do is stare
at nothingness
everythings so bare

Through my stress
and lack of rest
I wont let it keep,
keep me down

Cause my head
is weighed down by lead
so Im falling
For you instead

Instead of feeling down
Instead of wearing a frown
Instead of feeling weak
My memories of you I'll seek
Like when you hold my hand
when next to me you stand
Like when your so sincere
Its almost like your here

I can feel your caring
from where im sitting
I can sence your sweetness
From where I write this

it seems theres nothing to fear
Its almost like your here
*deviant art.

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hello.
i think i'll try right poems.
im into em, AGAIN.
so well yeah,
yesterday went to ikea and courts and roundabouts(:
kinda tire me out.
no idea.
i was black and white! :D
byes(: