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Good Morning

2010-11-09T11:55:00.001+08:00

Currently so sick and tired of his personality, im sorry.
I havent been updating right? i know.
:P probably no one visits anymore, so i can type what i want !:DDDDD
gonna edit template

ITS BEEEEEN MORE THAN 10DAYS

2010-03-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

I need to head off to the library soon.
Gosh, books are taking over me.
I totally forgot about homeworks AND my promise to play the guitar.

Shit.

i need to get myself up.

who ?

2010-03-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

So this miserable life begins , again.
Everything's so fcked up.

So school have been okay, common test is done.
Only had english.

I know I suck.
This whole thing suck, you wont see me again already.

ITS GOOOD

2010-02-27T15:33:00.002+08:00

haha, i dont know what to update.
I love school.

The End :D

Hey my lovely strangers.

2010-02-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

Its past midnight, and im just bored.
School has been really frustrating especially the
SUBJECT : ADDITIONAL MATHS.
ill tear my hair out man !
its so .. sickening.

currently listening to pick me - justin bieber
and talking to two dearest guy i love.
Okay, and i have no idea.

hmmmmm, so school is really shit.
i have to go C.L. and been getting scolded
*rolls eyes*
whatever, i really dont care.
as long as my studies are aye-okay.
then i dont give a shit [:

okay, what else?
hmmmmmmm, ive had alot of crisis,
and im moving on from useless, hopeless, untrue friends
that i realised and thought over it in the mrt .
im weird. but yes, thats me.

whatever it is, im gonna move on, start a fresh
and hang out with my old friends that i love and have
always shared the same believes and wall.
i feel sad.
i feel sad for all this time ive been protecting and staying by someone's side
ive been pushed away.
she really dont know how much i had to go through for her.
and yeh well, everyone had said to me, it is a mistake to help her.
so theyre true, i suppose.
cause i was treated like shit, and she moved on, and i , had to hide
everything, every pain. sickening.

moving on, school = im going solo.
i dont need anyone, like yeh.
i have wai kit, nicole & kelvin to help with my grades
along with Sharonna & Vanessa.

& people, if its about HER again, please, i had enough of her .
no more complains? if you want to complain, please say it to her face.
because im not her defence anymore, and i agree now with whatever
you guys always tell me.
i guess, haish..
so whatever.

:)

signing out.

):

2010-02-07T17:56:00.001+08:00

i am depressed !

anyway , i BADLY want to go VJC ! :'(
THIS IS SICKENING !
IF I CANT GET A 9 AT MOST , IM GNNA HAVE TO KILL MYSELF !!!
I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTT VJC SO OOOOOO MUCH ! ARGH !

er.

2010-01-27T18:01:00.001+08:00

uhm, this blog is like almost dead.
cause im like super busy.
and i havent like use the com so long.
:[ then alot of things happen.
like, * pants tore, * made our teacher cry, a dead white bird..
and etcetc..

gtg. :)

Life

2010-01-21T22:28:00.001+08:00

I have alot of upcoming tests coming.
Hope will past all the four tests ! :/

Life's getting a bit stressed(?!)
Or.. maybe .. Alot !
No more time and everything's done in a rush !

I even sleeeeep while doing work !
Talk about exhaustion .

hmmmmm. school !

im hungry

2010-01-16T15:56:00.001+08:00

& i miss you,

I think Im moving(:

2010-01-15T19:13:00.001+08:00

Im being Commented.

2010-01-13T22:19:00.001+08:00

Everyone's giving me the same solution .

well anyway, school was ok.
Flag raising sucks.

And well, I do too.

Byee,

I am proud.

2010-01-12T22:07:00.003+08:00

I love school alot (L)
i love my new sitting arrangement. :D
i love people who love maths :D

anyway , ystrday's hair was grapes / twister fries as said by vanessa and kelvin .
and today's pau -.-

heheh , well alot of things happened.
I LOL-ED in school in the morning alr !
its soo awesome !

i love school !
i hate going back home from school with homeworks too many to take though ):

if someone gets irritated with my posts why wont you stop following me ? ass

&& Joshua owes me personal PE training ! :D
so cool right ! thksss.

Earthquake - Little Boots.

2010-01-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

I can remember days

Things weren't always this way

I used to make you smile

If only for a while

But now you can't get through

There's know way I can lose

I know some days are hard

But don't you make mine to

Cos I can't stand it when you come home

And we just fight for hours

But I won't show it

No I just hold my breath and keep things quite

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Going unheard

Every little land slide

Catch it in my hand

I wont say a word

Every time you hurt me

I know that's it's working

Making you mine

Every drop of thunder

Only makes me stronger

On the inside

How many countless nights

I try me best to hide

Soon as you slam the door

My tears fall to the floor

I know that people change

Maybe your not to blame

But must you burn a hole

So deep into my soul

Cos I can't stand it when you come home

And we just fight for hours

But I won't show it

No I'll just hold my breathe and keep thing quiet

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Going unheard

Every little land slide

Catch it in my hand

I wont say a word

Every time you hurt me

I know that's it's working

Making you mine

Every drop of thunder

Only makes me stronger

On the inside

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Every little land slide

Catch it in my hand x3

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Going unheard

Every little landslide

Catch it in my hand

I wont say a word

Every time you hurt me

I know that's it's working

Making you mine

Every drop of thunder

Only makes me stronger

On the inside

Every little earthquake

Every little heartbreak

Every little landslide

Catch it in my hand x2

I am sad

2010-01-12T18:41:00.001+08:00

I love all my sec 1 juniors who always happen to cheer me up(:

and i enjoyed drama today cause justin's there.

ps: sorry justin my blog is boring-.-

bye,

I AM UNHAPPY.

2010-01-11T18:15:00.001+08:00

ALL OF YOU CAN JUMP DOWN AND DIE.

BYE.

Quick Update

2010-01-10T23:08:00.001+08:00

Yesterday do kenduri and also celebrated my grandma's belated birthday .
Enjoyed so much and only reached home at midnight plus :)

So today i went to madrasah for the first time in different time slot.
Me and my friend was like . ~ awkward all the way.
But it was great going out and walking in the morning(:
And my class is wild.

hahah
kay bye.
im skipping hmt :P
well, i just think there isnt anw :D

tc.

I never am good enough for you no matter how hard i try.

2010-01-10T01:06:00.001+08:00

Im disappointed in myself.

Cause im always not good enough for that someone.

sigh, i shall try to be better and better....

i miss you .

Mayday Parade - Jersey.

2010-01-09T15:19:00.001+08:00

Cause jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

Let's write a song that we can dance to
Cause they all wanna listen
Just to know how it sounds when
I do that thing you know that I do
When I find inspiration
This is me breaking down when

Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

Let's write a song that we can sing to
And you can lead the choir
And put the hook where it hurts most
And you threw a spark that lit the candle
That set us all on fire
And sent a flame down the east coast

Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

And I should have been your everything
I'm now at the end of my eternity
And I will sleep to have the darkest dreams
This just won't seem right to me
I close my eyes and beg for peace

Jersey just got colder and...
Jersey just got colder and...
Jersey just got colder and...

Jersey just got colder and
I'll have you know I'm scared to death
That everything that you had said to me was just
A lie until you left
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

ELove, I caught you staring at me, i know you still do .
and im wondering why ? Why is she the reason you use to show me youve moved on ? when its obvious youre not ? Wont last.

Help me.

Doing Homework.

2010-01-09T13:57:00.001+08:00

Epic fail.

I shall start doing homework and complete it since im bored.
Going out at 4pm.

ps: i cant reply/call anyone with my hp.
ill contact people with other number.
tc. this might last fer months. dangs.

You cry alone and he swears he love you .

2010-01-09T13:47:00.000+08:00

This is memory, and memory is repeating itself.

Hello peeps, finally got the time to update,
i feel like deleting this blog because my heart's heavy.
Not good to update a blog with a heavy heart.
Will make you emotional.
harhar.

Well school's been really busy and im worn out.
Each time when i reach home, i get mad and fall asleep.
Thats why now i do my homeworks at WS cause i wouldnt fall asleep(:

Camp was cool, and super tiring.
1/4 cooperated well enough to my pleasure.
But me and cheryl were mad at this particular "mature" guy
who neglected us.

I cant remember the people's name's so apologies.

(:

For now, i just want to go emo,
yes again .

& i knw its not cool rahman !
but yeh .

Happy Fourth Monthsary .

My stomach is growling.

2010-01-06T17:54:00.004+08:00

im super hungry !
gosh, this is what happens when you dont eat in camp :/

anyway , juniors added me so fast in facebook O.O
i must be niceee. hahhahahha .
omg, my tummy making lots of noises alr !
arghhhhh .

nvm .
blabla.

update later.

i slept around 3 plus and woke up and intervals. :)
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh , having drama bbq/ farewell party on sat.
maybe.

School.

2010-01-03T22:20:00.001+08:00

please call me a pscyho.
one minute im happy for school, and they next i deprive from it.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tell me that things will be oky.

i dont want to be stress ! :'(

byebye, schooling~

wont be updating much , tata.

& im wondering howwwww long my timetable can get !
for im having drama until 5 on tuesdays and fridays.
whereas on mondays and wednesdays i have hmt from 245-445 !
the freaking sch is mean to me :'(

I blush alot today.

2010-01-03T17:15:00.001+08:00

DONT ASK.
ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE MAKING ME BLUSH !
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ahhh, tears of blush.
hahahaha . man .

sharks.

2010-01-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

i realise people who chat with me are always guys.
or not, itll be vanessa or alwani.
it sucks ;'(

okay. anyway,
awww, there's gonna be drama camp soon !
and prolly farewell party for the graduated senior ;)
so im so boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

hahah . hui xin said my dp is cute. (blushes)
hahahahahah

k lah , bye. :D

i hate you.

2010-01-03T15:44:00.002+08:00

damn, i hate guys.
anti please.

they wont stop hurting girls.

disappointed

2010-01-02T23:22:00.004+08:00

id rather lie that im going off.
wait, i actually am.
so at least, i knw i shldnt have left or smth
but he went off alr though, nvm.

--

i swear ill update soonzxzxz.

bye.

emo time bby ! nights xxxx

oh, dont forget thermometer okay, my lovelies?
heeeheee.

RÀhmåN (: says:
EEEEEE
EMO
A complete Nut- Case. says:
hahah
shut up lar
i want go alr
nk emo xD
RÀhmåN (: says:
Break hassan now emo
A complete Nut- Case. says:
hahah
no uh .
dah shooo
bye !
hahah

i need my jacket, i need you.

2010-01-02T17:32:00.002+08:00

i love you . speak to me .

2009 had thought me alot of things, love, friendship, family, hardships and etc. I know i can handle 2010 now. There's no new me, There's just a different heart & brain ^^ :P
Prefectorial have thought me alot, never to say "try", "think", "blame" and stuff, all it takes is descipline and reflection on oneself, i guess thats what made me go through all the fights and displeases i may have.
Friends make me appreciate each moment more and more .
And family ? well, they're always there for me .
I miss 2009, i'll miss that 090909 date. and here comes 101010 . dangs.
:) 2009 is super tough, i cant believe i manage to get through it all. Shall not elaborate on the hardships.
2009, The year i met YOU. The year i sneak away, the year i manage to get out of my shell.
So maybe im the girl thats quiet, but im a listener, and i can be who anyone wants me to be . :)
i know i can do anything as long as i put my heart and soul into it.

i NEVER WILL give up . eventhough 2009 is very sorrowful, i think its the best year ever
because its the year , i learn things i never knew could happen, never knew would come to me.

& i want this year to be the year i know you'll remember me .

damn

2010-01-02T17:21:00.002+08:00

shit, stomach hurts like hell.

COOL.

2010-01-02T14:12:00.002+08:00

My uncle told me to cheer up yesterday because i seem so erm, smth .
and i lied and said i was tired .
and i didnt bother to eat or drink.

happy 1st birthday to me, the new me .

// what do you do when youre wide awake in the early morning and youre feeling suckish ?
: CAMWHOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
hahahahhahahahahahaa .
cause i took 71 stupid photos of me.
bluekkkk. at 3am . call me insane, but thats me. smiling like some idiot hoping everyth will be ok .

i smell so nice right now :B

2010-01-02T13:54:00.001+08:00

Since when do you come around
And the temperature has changed
Nothing's the same

Left me yesterday
You don't see me that way
Touch me that way no more
When did you get so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind

If you only knew
What my heart goes through for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?

We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fading?
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in
And it's so cold
I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?

Front is breaking
And it's taking over my spirit
Quickly, quickly
Something's shifted
Have we drifted too far apart now?
If you only knew...

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(avalanche, avalanche)
Oh, this avalanche
(avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?

:/

hah.

2010-01-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

De ce faci asta pentru mine? De ce nu mai putin fiecare lucru nu pare rau pentru tine? De ce nu pot fi mine? Daca aceasta este ceea ce crezi tu de mine, daca te uiti tu spui ca, si deoarece nu am face rau, te rog, lasa-ma.
Imi pare rau ca nu sunt cine ai vrea sa fie. -Stiu-Eu nu sunt destul de bine pentru dumneavoastra si am tratat tine atat de rau. Imi pare rau esti blocat cu mine.

Why are you doing this to me ? Why does every little thing i do seems wrong to you ? Why can't I be me ? If this is what you think of me, if you think i'm that mean, and since i have hurt you, please .. leave me .
i am sorry i am not who you want me to be. i know im not good enough for you and i treated you so bad. im sorry youre stuck with me .

We All Roll Along - The Maine

2010-01-01T15:52:00.001+08:00

I remember every night we spent on weekends.
With good friends.
We did nothin' but it seems like we did so much.
Back then.
Oh back then we would kick it laughin' all relaxing'
And taking things for granted.
We did anything for just that little rush.

Just don't forget this.
We won't regret this.
We've got one chance to get it right.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.
Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it
And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.
So tonight's the night we all roll along.

Oh back to our first cigarette.
You know we can't forget all the faces that we've met.
81 23
Means everything to me.
Take me back to the parking lots.
The sleep we fought.
And all the places we got caught.
This place will always be part of me.
Yeah you're all a part of me.

Just don't forget this.
We won't regret this.
We've got one chance to get it right.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.
Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it
And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.
So tonight's the night we all roll along.

I remember every day that I spent dreaming
Of leaving.
This place behind I would run away from thinkin'
Adding up all the days spent wasted.
Chasing the girls we hated.
Some things, they, they never change.
Take me back o the sleepless nights.
The stupid fights.
It never mattered who was wrong or who was right.
You're all a part of me.

We're alive and we drive to the center of it.
Where we know we're all fine and this just can't be it
And in the end we all know we only breathe for so long.
So tonight's the night
we all roll along.

My name ish Nadhirah .

2009-12-31T23:14:00.004+08:00

i went outzxzsx today and i had loads of fun.
i met Miss Yin at Kovan coincidentally ! :o

oh well, update more later aites ?

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION !
Be a good girl, dont make mommehh maddddd ( but most likely she'll make me mad :P)
Study super hard ! ( sit near the screen so i dont need my specs :B)
Still keep friends close so that i can share any problem with them :)
Always Pay Attention
Try to get 1st in religious class since its new people now :o
Dont go out.
Scream less at home :P
Prayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy often ! :)
I think i would love to smash my handphone ;)
Complete my homework and stop doing in the early mornings of school :)
Probably try to be in prefect's exco ?
Get top 10 in class. :)
Give najwan and vanessa cake(:
and the list goes on .

i love the way i ended the awful 2009 (:
with muchmuch people i love .
i wont forget it .. and hopefully ill stay intact with these people as years go on .

i hope 2010 will be great.

& I REFUSE TO TALK ABOUT SCHOOL CAUSE THEY SUCK WITH THE TIMETABLE.

oh oh ! me and vanessa says we are fillal !
idk what it means. hahahah.
but i knw it means tht we want our to take good care of our parents
and bring them idc where.
but i knw when i work , my first salary goes to my mum ! :)

love my family.

:B

2009-12-30T13:41:00.002+08:00

I LIKE MY TUMBLRZ.
and i had fun chatting wit vanny.
and najwan is outside my house waiting fer cake :P

ok, bye.
going outzxzsxz.

oh, and im on a diet :/
so glad he's not here to stop me :B
emoticon of the day : :B
word of the day : eager
hahaha. goes well with the emoticon.

eager :B

yoz. i havent eaten, and wont :) tataz.

Morning.

2009-12-30T11:40:00.003+08:00

I woke up surprisingly VERY early .
at 945am . heh .( SEE SEE HASSAN ! I CAN WAKE UP EARLY :p)
even earlier than my alarm which set at 1030am!
im still having those butterflies and im worried to death~
nvm . :)

I smell like i just bathed from camp-.-
cause i used the shampoo that i always use during camp.
smellzzz niceeee.
i cant even smell vannyyy who havent bathe :P

So few more hours left.
arghhh , my stomach hurts from all those butterflies !
i laid in bed for TWO or more HOURSSSSS on the bed last night and i couldnt sleep !
i just stared and felt like crying. like omgzxsxzsxz.
something's seriously wrong with meeeeeee.
oh nozzzzzzzzzzz. and i wasnt interested in reading or listening to musiccccczsxzsx.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

k i shall go now-.-

i didnt charge my phone for the past two days, and only today i did !:P
so yerpzxsxzz. and i never held on to my handphone, only now.
im eager :B hahahha a

OH , I WAS GIVEN A LONG SPEECH BY MY VANNY AT MIDNIGHT .
HAHAHAHAHA. WE ARE CRAZYZXSZ.

Youtube.

2009-12-29T15:44:00.003+08:00

kids version bby !

i fcking puking.

2009-12-29T13:43:00.002+08:00

more @ heartsandkisses.tumblr.com

time moveszxzsx faster ehhh .

2009-12-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

i slept around 3 plus.
after getting text from a .
lol. i still feel bad you know . ):
sorryzxsx, and thanks for what you texted me .
;) xxx.

and i woke up at noon despite putting my alarm at 1030am .
but i off-ed it after 1 snooze, haha. expected. xD

so here i am , bored to death .
baking soon. damznxzsx

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day.

2009-12-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

i feel like crying right now.
i feel so bad..

i stayed at home.

2009-12-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

i miss bby la, like fck .

the most stupid-est photo ever taken by him.

and im soooo glad i managed to realise itttttttttt before he clicked.

Anyway, today slacked to the CORE.

woked up at 1030am and read his text.

heeeheeee, i couldnt afford to wake up damn early manzxsx :P

then i slept again :P woke up at noon . HAHAH .

IM SO LAZY TO WAKE UP ! GOT NTH EHHH .

then it raind-.-

then i slept again at 3pm . I WAS BORED, SO SHUT UP .

blast my song while i was sleeping cause my sister was super

irritating ! she was singing like some opera FREAK !

-.-

Woke up at 5pm and ATE.

hahahahah, im becoming fat, damnit.

HAHAHAH . IM PARANOID. SHUT UP SHUT UP .

:) okay, so im so bored.

hahahahahhahahaha.

tmr MIGHT go gym with MY ETERNITY, VANNY !

(: then out with mum , i suppose. boooo .

currently 947pm. i am lmao !

ashfuk_agil@hotmail.com says:
Nah. Peps should contact me.

A complete Nut- Case. says:
but you contact me -.-

ashfuk_agil@hotmail.com says:
Tat 1 lain ah.

A complete Nut- Case. says:
haha ! where got lain . haha . kaykay .

--
weirdo !

Moving Out.

2009-12-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

Title has nth to do with anything .
heeeeheeeeeeeee.

k he going camp for three days.

okay, just fyi. i didnt change guy . :)
im sucha good girl, so dont think of it tht way, okay ?
i dont change guys, fast. i think.
..... right ?

&& i think sezairi is a good performer. :D
i just hopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, thatt their album will be great.
heh , idc who win tho. i think.

Welcomeyz.

2009-12-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hello my dearies.
Sec 1 (new batch) are pretty much havoc,
but i can say some are presentable :)
but well, there are those who dye hair.
and i have to say that malays are on the rise.
also , ahbengs/ahlians. :)
I notice our batch dont have these type of people, dont you think ?
Compare ourselves to the current sec 1s and sec3s.
we're not the same.

haha.
:D

i love doing duty, its fun.
parents do ask me stupid questions.
and i answered one of em wrongly. oops. not my fault. i didnt know !
:P
"whats the cut off point for coral ? "
uhm, idk ! like duh , do i look like the principle?
hello ? you sent yr child, didnt you like, read? -.-

-

ECP was great. Went out with these peeps.

Waited for Rayyan .
Then took 51 and 15 with him.
that idiot, whole time bully me -.-
fck. -.-
so yeah , we talk shit.

Met up with the others at Parkway .
Walked to ECP. :D
saw catt !
hahaha .:D

we all rode v fast, took twin bike :D
cause idk how to bike :P
reached bedok jetty took pics.

and then we head off to mcs and eat :)
thenzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
we rode again for awhile, then we head off at 5pm :D

Rayyan head off first.
then we all head to parkway .
guys went home.
the rest of us went to the mall :D
Jannah went off with the cousin :)

so left three of us .

We went home around 7pm :D
then i walked by myself to my bus stop. reached home at 735 ?
yeah . :DDDDD

so donezzz! ! buh bye .

gonna miss you, when youre gone.

Hi awak (You&Me)

2009-12-26T17:38:00.003+08:00

Hi awk, kite syg awk.
awk lame nye on ?
kiteeeeee bored sekali tau awk.
awk, awk janji awk jgn tinggalkn saya ok ?
tapi kalau awk dah tk syg saya, dipersilakan. :)

(okay, heeeh, i just crack my cup :P and its breaking ! too strong alr laaa. xD )

kay la, awk nk gi camp soon. so saya tk nk kluar.
k stop it seyh nadd , seriously -.-

idc what to say eh. i say here like very so public ~
zzz, nnti naj kacau . :P

okayyyokayyyy . update soon kay peeps.

A break .

2009-12-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

Finally a break .
hahaha .
MERRY CHRISTMAS, TO YOUÁLL WHO'S CELEBRATING d:

okay, i dont feel like updating.
heeeheee. and i had a good rest.
woke at almost noon :)

kay , bye .

WTF

2009-12-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

E SENT ME A XMAS TEXT ?
AND IT IS THE SWEETEST THING THAT HE EVER SAID TO ME IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
OMG, IS THAT E ?
GEEEZ. HE'S INSANE .

Pain.sucks.

2009-12-24T23:42:00.005+08:00

Im awfully tired and i feel like killing myself.
My body feels numb and i cant walk, infact even do anyth else ! :'(
I feel so stressed !
Been out the whole week and have been having restless/short sleeps !
Im so glad outing tomorrow with the HMT have been cancelled !
I need a break ! :'(

Monday went to chalet til 130am .
Tuesday woke up at 615 am . and prefect's meeting ended at around 9am.
i left early. straight away went home, reached at 940am and changed and when out again at 1015 am, [EXHAUSTING !!!!!!!! I RUSHED LIKE MAD, he knows. abit. ]
which means i was late to meet vicki and ky . i reached dhoby at 11am . when i was supposed to be there at 1030 . nvm .
Went to Orchard ! (photos in fb)
and had fun , had to leave early for Family Chalet again. Met up with sis at pasir ris around 330.
:D
then head to downtown . went back home at 12am , because i was FREAKING tired ! :'(
but in the end slept at 4am because someone gave me problems.
i really didnt enjoy my time there and i felt fcking suckish . idk . i was like emo-ing and cried on the phone with amalia. heeeheeee. :)
(im feeling warm in the inside , but cold on the outside ): )
kay larh . idc . :)

WEDNESDAY - woke up two hours later the next day :'(
and then ended sec 1 registration early, hung around w someone. and went back at around 3.
took a nap at 4-5pm after i dressed up for later while waiting for dad.
woke up at around 6 and left with mum and sis to orchard at 7pm. ;)
then went back at 11pm . :D andd bought stuff, yey ! hahahah .
i decided to not go to chalet.
okayyyz. thenzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz . slept at 2am

THURSDAY - woke up today at 10am because i was awoken by maira's call -.-
tried to sleep again , but to no avail . ):
then got ready because time was post poned, was having cramps and it sucked to make it worse,
my lips were sore since the day before !!!!
Anyway , so i decided to wait for rayyan and go late, which was around 130pm.
but i alr got ready at 1230. :)
so we both went and met up with them at parkway .

the rest wll be on another day .
(ps : i reached at 8pm)

and now im very tired.
so gimme, a break will you ?

I FEEL SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
I CANT EAT CAUSE I FEEL LIKE VOMITING :'(
but i ate mc chicken today only. :)
i woke up today feeling very warm, and feverish , and soarish . i felt like dying. :'(

okay, i wont be a baby, but really !
its sucha pain .

i hate being busy :'(

i dont wanna go out anymore !!!!!
but i need to for ppl . ): & also shopping :P
going out again on mon and tue while bby is away :'(

kay. gdnight.
more details about sec 1 registration and today soon. (:

o.o

2009-12-24T23:20:00.001+08:00

omg, why is everyone liking my fb status ? O.O

-.- stupid r who thinks im better off with e or s -.-
found out s wrote my name. lol.

Aching.

2009-12-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers.
Welcome, okay. It have been quite a long time since i updated myself .
but whatever.

I just came back from Parkway / ECP
w/ the girls and guys . :)
it was awesome and seriously tiring.
reached home around 8 pm . :D

so yerps.
update later.

im confused. .

2009-12-23T18:56:00.001+08:00

Well school was great.
i had two hours of sleep only.
and the last night i had four.
so lethargic.

i think the new batch of sec 1s, are smart
but there are a lot of potential ah beng / lians and mats/ minahs .
comparing to my batch , there's not really any of those.
but can say bitches .
but well, at least we take pride on our looks.
hmmm, nevermind .

ive been busy .
update soon .
going out ot orchard now .

Tiada Dua.

2009-12-21T17:05:00.001+08:00

Tiada dua bagi ku .
Diriku teruntukmu

Segalanya berubah
Sejak bertentang mata
Debaran ku merasa
Bila mahu menyapa mu.
Should I do it, Should I stay shy..
Could I do anything ?
To make her wanna smile
Bermula cerita kita.

Sedia ku melupa
Sejarah kisah cinta (Yang lama)
Semua tak bermakna
Jika dibandingkan kamu.
Im gonna be true, there's no one but you,
youre gonna be sure
that i will never do you wrong
kasih ku takkan berputus

And I
I cant live my life without you baby.
No way, No way , no how
Thats why Im saying

Tiada dua bagi ku
Genap sudah lukisan ku
take bersempadan
cinta ku terhadap mu

Tiada dua bagi ku
Jangan pernah di ragu
Selami kasih
Keikhlasan hatiku kepadamu
Tiada dua bagi ku

Segenapnya ketara kau menyinari hidupku (Juwita)
Yakinilah kata dusta
Tiada dikamus hatiku
IM gonna give in , youre gonna be loved
Im gonna be everything
youve ever wished and more
ku tujukan nafasku untukmu

bila ku disoal
ertinya cinta
tanpa tanpa ragu dan silu
ku sebutkan namamu, kasih.
diriku teruntukmu

--

Typed that all :)
I some how wished one day someone would sing that to me.

--

Kay la, you know whats like funny?

Its like one day you were thinking alot alot about that special someone.

and thinking and missing so much that it made you cry.

but knowing hours later he didnt even appreciate you

and knowing the next day, he just pushed you away .

break your heart into pieces.

Its ironic.

Didnt know.

I was obsessed for a moment , and now, you just have to get over .

wowwwww, guys take it easy.

you dont know how much im obsessed with you,

that its been a week , 7 days consecutively ive been dreaming of you .

But no one ever calls me that, never will.

And gets away with it, and get the whole of me.

No way. you call me a bitch ?

you get the fuck out of my life since youre unhappy with me.

for now, im just laughing at my girls,

thinking i can hook up with those guys i do talk about.

LIKE LOL .

hahaha, never will , kay babes ?

No one gets me .

heeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Kay la. i know im such an ass.

Who wants me anyway ?

LOL . who am i kidding ?

k sobz.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

if you only know me.

oh well, i nvr had my first kiss.

tooo bad !

;DDD

i mean , yesterday i was like obsessed with him,

god ! reading all his text and mails and i get this

JUST CAUSE I SAID , "SIAK UH ."

but was it like my fault ?

wthhhhhhh, perangai then now i say like tht cant take it ah ?

ppn sial

thks ehk .

ystrday just reminded about the 4th month.

and you do this.

are you a man or a woman siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ?

cant take abit of tough frm me.

wth .

you already knew he said this shyt to me.
and wah damn you .
damn you for being like this to me.

damn you .

Never knew youre so weak when it comes to me.

Never knew youd do this to me .

Never.

Kayyy best !

two ex say i whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat,

some bitch or whatever not nice la what.

hah, end up one regretted.

and idk about you .

we'll see what you think now youve left.

see your life .

youre without me already. its your problem.

its not me. its you .

you cant take a lil bit frm me .

you never wanted me, right ?

i swallowed your words.

you lied. zulia, fuck .

got me worried. fuck .

thanks yuh .

lied like crazy, swallowed my feelings.

cant let go .

byeeeez ~
& i nvr wanna see you again .

GILER.

2009-12-21T16:14:00.001+08:00

I SWEAR RAYYAN MOHAMAD IS GILER TO THE MAX.
I HOPE YOU SEE THIS .
AND TAKE YOUR MEDICINE ASAP.

SERIOUS GILERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
:D

waitwait, your tm :|

oh yeah .

2009-12-21T15:13:00.005+08:00

yey yey yeyy tomorrow !
hahhahahaha.

i lurveeeeeee meeeee.
dont give a damn that you dump me :)

my heart racing fast.

nobody who called me a bitch gets the best of my, anymore.
hah ! yeahhhh , i knw im superwoman kay alwani cause i nvr cryyyyyy
when i got dump :P

kay, best. loveeee vanessa & amalia & alwani.

shopping tmr and chalet !
nyahahahaha.

but, i have to admit, i cried myself to sleep last night.
and only realise this morning, that, why shld i cry when i did nth wrong?
why shld i get hurt over and over again ?
why shld i be called some bitch or slut over and over again ?

woah , this is me.
fact.

im fictionous uh ?
face it, there's no one like me aye bby .

=D guess, faz is right.
hahah, i always knew im stubborn.

Promote

2009-12-21T12:44:00.003+08:00

:P promoting muaiiiiiiiii vids. HAHAHA.
bored lehhh.

Suria Hatiku .

2009-12-21T11:19:00.005+08:00

( i did that for YOU . today)

I feel so pathetic and fcking useless right now.
like who am i to you ?
some bitch ? bring it on. you wanna see the bitch ?
kay , stop it nadd. youve been through this before.
you can get through it , again .

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=196875980941&ref=mf

i joined that group, but for what ? knowing that special someone called me _ .
damn you .
you said HE was some fcker cause of saying all that to me.
well come on, look at yrself !

kay, forget it.
he doesnt even care. moving on ~
i think now ive learn how to move on , honestly. D:

i wish agil is back in sg right now :'(
i wish he'll tell me that HE's such a moron and etc, like he always does.
i wish he would tell me that i deserve better, like he always tell me.
i miss him. i always liked him for protecting me.
:/

( you know i wonder who the real girls in like those emotive photographs . nvm )

okay, really need agil right now.
that guy who nvr hurt me before(:

or maybe R ?
but he's awesomely busy -.-
so wtv.

ohoh ! faz ! he said im crazy to get back with him tht time ):
Faz : Kau dah giler ke giler !?
Me : heh. gilerr.
--

SO ! im heading to chalet sooon baby !
i loveeeeeeeeeeee.
hahah, chill my mind you know ?

and once again my plan to go out with you is ruined.
i hate you .............................. !

kay moving onnnnnnnnnnn,
manzzzzzz,

Tangled up in me - Skye Sweetnam :)

so much of my pretty posts for you.
woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
how would you feel if your guy said your like a bitch ?
omg ! none of my friends EVEER said that of me .
damn you .
damn you .
i never said you were a bastard for treating me wrong.
damn . damn .

how could you ?
kan naj ? ):
heeeheeeee . the most ppl call me is insane.
=D and im proud of that. HEEEHEEE.
--

WOKE UP AT 9AM
LOL LOL LOL
AMAZING.
HAHAHA. CAUSE IM SO EXCITED.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ps: highlight all my past posts, yeah hassan ? youll figure how many times youre on my mind.
im sucha sucker for love.

[edit] k best, tk jady gi nari :/
hate my annoying sis[/edit]

So bored.

2009-12-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

Me & BRO .

im so bored that i uploaded three videos on youtube.

heeeheee, just knew how xD on my own kayz :P

then did twoooooo.

hahahaha.

my youtube sucks. but like whatever manzzzz.

http://www.youtube.com/user/abroadunder

okay, then right, i played pc download game before that uh .

and like wtv. lol lol lol.

and see my fb .

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2902833&op=1&o=global&view=global&subj=808909565&id=808909565

haha, pretty kayz.

k im done here yawww.

anywayanyway, someone so busy larh pls -.-

but nvm nvm .

tomorrow going chalet( never tell him :P tmr i will :D when i reach alr or unless he asks :D)

anyway anyway.

im so bored and lonely that im reading all his emails to mee.

gahgahgah

love love. heheheheheheheeh.

One of the MANYMANYMANY MAILS. HEEEHEEE.

I LIKE . I LIKE.

but he just doesnt do it like he used to anymore :/

nvm . goodnight, peeps !

untitled

2009-12-20T16:22:00.003+08:00

PLUSPLUS.

2009-12-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

I LOVE TODAY ALOT.

CAUSE I PRACTICALLY SPEND MY WHOLE DAY TALKING TO BOYF.

AND I MISS HIM TO THE CORE AND I HOPE HE SEES THIS. HAHAA.

I HOPE I CAN MEET HIM SOON AND I AM SO ADDICTED TO HIM

I WANNA HUG HIMMMMMMM AND SQUEEZE HIM TO DEATH. ( IM EVIL)

OKAY. IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THAT I'M ALL HE'S THINKING ABOUT AND I KNOW HE WONT LEAVE ME AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM.

BUT I HATE IT WHEN HE TEASES ME -.-

read if you want to . HAHA.
cant wait to shop w the girls !
okay, byeee :D

& practically my whole week is booked !
O.O vicki wants shopping perhaps on monday ( but i shall negotiate to tues ) :P
tue & wed sch, perhaps out with VANS too . gahgahhh .
thurs w pri sch . fri w hmt.
gahhhhhhhhhh.

schoool schoool ! i love you !

Worn Out.

2009-12-18T22:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday had school. Did wet games, welldidnt actually do :P
but i got tanned-.- im serious.
nevermind. dont really care. i think.
well, going to school on the 22nd and 23.
and 24 going out with pri sch gals to ECP d:
kayyyyy !

and so yerp. im done here.
:) and i have no recital lessons for two weeks !

ps: i went to my grandma's house earlier today . k lol.

and he's back to being him ! yey !
i miss & love him alot ):

i cant wait for camp !

hahahahha. looking forward to torturing people and having fun with the wet games !

Glad the Games Committee did well on this (:

Andddd, please tell me i get nice food ! or elseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i'll have to
smuggle chocolates :P

UH.

2009-12-17T21:01:00.004+08:00

According to greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.

Please tell me why do i get replacements of you when youre away ?
like Syed talked to me when youre away.
then idk larhhhhhhhhhhhh..

hahaha, yey yan :P go online for me !
hahaha .love you kay ! xDDDDDDD.
dlm mimpi ! huahuahuahua.
*gives pat on myself for waking you up :P*

eeeeek. _ meet me ? gahhhh.

oh yeah , agil so sweet. hahahaha. kay shush.
sent me a text to say he was going off today in the early morning (:
and tomorrow's his bday. (:
14 finally ! haha. :D

(:

2009-12-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

Haha, kay i decorated it awfully.

my sis did better, baked two :)

but she didnt decorateeeeeee ! she just put frosting on hers-.-

and she didnt even cook

k wtv.

ICE SKATING PHOTO SOON ?

This Heart That's Filled With Guilt.

2009-12-17T19:17:00.004+08:00

Every Girl Wants A Boy Like This..

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. ( well, if his cap counts . )
• give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours. ( watch ? )
• leave her cute text/notes.(:
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. ( yey. )
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop. -.-
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. ( you dont do that.. )
• let her fall asleep in your arms. ( i miss. )
• get her mad, then kiss her. ( wish you would )
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything ( hah . )
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her. ( you dont... )
• let her know she's important. ( please.. )
• kiss her in the pouring rain. ( someone did that.. :/)
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved
someone before.

•and,when she runs up at you crying...the first thing you say is..."who's ass am i beating today?"

( you never said that to me, youre always saying im such a baby and such, and you never really cared when i say someone made me mad. and you know it hurts ? its like you dont care. you dont... you only care if YOU hurt me. but when someone else does, are you there? no . it'll only be about jealousy. ihy. )

Empty.

Well, now youve left this world of mine. I dont exist anymore. Look up in your dictionary, my name's gone.

What happened to everything? Every little pieces' left scattered . I feel like putting us on hold, whats the point of carrying on when youre just... busy . busy. busy. thank you . girls need attention, why cant you get that ? wait, cause you no longer come here.. doesnt matter, so used to it now.
Its been three days since i said, ily.

Two Is Better Than One

2009-12-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

First thing, IHATEMYSISTER.
ANNOYING SIA. wish she's dead. im serious. walao.
--

k anyway, talking to agil.
lol. kinda miss him aye. :)
and its actually kinda nice , to you know. oh nvm .

okay, i just so think we drift apart and i no longer belong in your life.

cause i cant find a decent time w you and im just fed up.

i need some time alone so i can work thing out.

(k rhymes . haha )

k lah bye.
tkde mood nk lecture,
alaa, btw. you know my posts adeee space space means ade benda uh.
ceh, cam fhm.

im trying to be okay la. shut upz.

Sad Song?

2009-12-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

I asked for a sad song.
Fazreen made me lmao.
-.- cause he gave me this :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XgJ7mEtACs
-.-
----
and naj gave me a different answer.
type a sad song on youtube .
-.-

kay , i knw siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

so stressed.

--

but i found this :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmNMji-z2NA

ps : my handphone is weird, since last night, it doesnt tell me if i have any miscalls. o.o

Ice Skating.

2009-12-16T21:29:00.001+08:00

It was very fun.
Arrived at my aunt's house around 1215pm.
Then we all went out around 1pm.
With my aunt & uncle . 3 lil boys. 1 big boy. 2 big girls. 1 sister.
haha, k lol.
went separate rides with two different cars and were practically racing O.O
my uncle drives damn fast, and my lil cuzie was screaming "yah ! hahahah ! mak behind ! woo ! "
k lol, it was exhilarating !
haha.

Went to eat first at Tanjung Pagar.
and around 3pm we left.
Reached at 350 pm we went to Kallang Leisure Park, pretty . x33
and 5 yr old cuzz went to the toilet but peed on his underwear-.-
smart.

k nvm, so yeah . head off for Ice skating soon later.
ahaha, fun yeah !
helped the 3yr old skate, and my other cousins help the 5yr old.
eventually they gave up and sat outside playing idk what, without
no one looking after :P

k i didnt fell !
haha, yey ! but the rest did :P

after that went to drive through kfc & mcs.
and ate blablabla.
then to orchard blablabla

then went back to aunt's place at aronund 9 ? 8 ?
idk . and went back at 1130. sent off by uncle :)
pictures will be uploaded later.
--
Today went to my grandmother's house (paternal). (:
from 340pm - 730pm.
:)
i think.

ohkay.

tomorrow going to sch.
yeahs.
then im done, or maybe lunch w/ him ?
it depends.

i really dont exist in someone's life anymore.
haihs. nvm.

something's fishy, Rahm is suddenly so close to me...
i dont like all this change.

Girls Need Attention. ( Bold that ! )

2009-12-14T22:54:00.001+08:00

Im so glad i have Fazreen & Najwan to entertain me !

Gosh, i miss FAZREEN ALOT.

GOT THAT ?!

I REALLY DO KAY.

im so bored.

k bye.

must sleep early.

this sucks, its like youre freaking busy, and im not in your life.

hell to it.

haiz.

gickr.com / clicknetwork.tv

i did it for you.

2009-12-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

Chocolate Cake.

Heeeeeh . I baked ! :D it was awesome, for the first time(as far as i can remember)

my mum baked ! hahaha, my dad tagged along,sister was "on leave" so she settled down

at the computer-.- god, couch potato much ?

Well anyway, its v v v v nice. :D

haha, i did extras, anyone wants?

well, not exactly extras, (read title)

So yeah , pretty much hurts. but, what to do ?

Just drown myself in tears. boo.

Pictures will be up soon, then you have apetite. hehe.

Bestf just broke up. 20months tau, * !

why la? k nvm, as long as youre happy with it, im happy

for you kay * ?

(: and i'll always be here for you. like always.

Tomorrow going ice skating with cousins, and naj just invited me

to school tomorrow, damn. i would prefer going to sch leh ! (so i

can poison everyone with my cake. muahahaha) but last minute la he ):

Anyways, ive been writing alot of quotes, and stuff.

(: Sucha new goody me. heeeeheeee.

And next yr onwards (hopefully) my religious class is on Sunday Morning.

:D i bet none of you would be awake, hahahaha.

okay, im done.

im really brokenhearted. haihs.

decorated my pretty muffins, and oh well.

i shall stop bragging about it. (:

ps : najwan, this time the cake is not as white as me, its kinda as black as amalia. hehe. :D

Disappointing.

2009-12-13T22:56:00.004+08:00

if you want to.

~~I Pretty much got the hang of everything.~~

~~your day to day life.~~

~~your normal routines, whatcha gonna do, things you'll say,~~

~~a future thats different from everything you expect it to be.~~

pretty much got used to it.
so yeah, nothing matters anymore.

~~no more getting hurt, no more cuts, no more bruises .~~

~~because ive predicted all these things.~~

~~and these things have always been the reason for the wounds.~~

~~practically, who cares right?~~

~~its normal to get from you.~~

~~dont really mind.~~

~~honestly i understand.~~

~~just gets me on the nerve sometimes.~~

~~well, live your life.~~

~~i doubt i was ever a part of it anyway.~~

*smiles widely*

hmm, chatted with Wawan for awhile.
haha.
(....)

ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
hahah...att?
hehe
sorry eh
im a fast guy
hehe
A complete Nut- Case. says:
ahha, yeahhhhhhhhh. attached. (:
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
ouhk....mataer nama siapa?
hansem?
skolah mana ah?
matrep?
A complete Nut- Case. says:
chill ah. hahah. matrep semua tk main . haha
ade la . {:
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
hahah...ouhk..okok
kental pe mataer u?
A complete Nut- Case. says:
haha, asl lak ? haha. as if you knw liddat. no la. :}
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
hahah
abe gangster eh mataer u?
hahah...
A complete Nut- Case. says:
haha. he ~~loser~~ la. haha.
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
nama mataer u apa ah?
A complete Nut- Case. says:
watcha doing ?
eh skiip topic la
haha.
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
hahah...why?
chat lah
apa lagi...
haha
A complete Nut- Case. says:
haha okayy. case tk de kerja.
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
mataer u tk marah klau u bbual ngn laki lain?
ok
hey...u look beautiful
mcm puteri kayangan
A complete Nut- Case. says:
haha. he's used to it. haha. mcm faham.
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
haha
hahah...ok
A complete Nut- Case. says:
(:
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
mataer u gangster eh?
i takut esok lusa gang dia shoot i pe
haha
bdk2 skrng smuanya mcm2
perangai
haha . . .
A complete Nut- Case. says:
hahah ! dia eh ? perangai memang(:
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
hahah...ah..da sah gangster
haha . . .
A complete Nut- Case. says:
haha, yeah . tryna change him
but whatever.
(:
next yr taking what subj combi ?
ridhuan_wawan@hotmail.com says:
asl?dia slalu buat u marah eh?
ouhk...subj eh?i pun tk tau lah...i main tikam tikam je
haha . . .
pass tk pass,sama juga...
ala...senang je lah

something to smile about when someone talks about and ask about you. :)

Ginormous

2009-12-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

Gigantic + Enormous :D
ive been gorging myself to ALOT of food (emphasis on ALOT)
okay, yeah whatever.

meeting again, sian.

anyway, i feel like being poetic.
Here goes me.

"Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you."
Unknown
"Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete them, or I’m gonna make them alive. But I’m just a fucked-up girl who’s lookin’ for my own peace of mind; don’t assign me yours."
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

"Some people show off their beauty because they want the world to see it.
Others hide their beauty, because they want the world to see something else."
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

No time for me.

2009-12-13T17:14:00.003+08:00

Well first and foremost,
I had a pretty much a very very short conversation with Amira (emphasis on very)
Glad she's enjoying her holiday(:

Secondly, i dreamt of SHAIK . O.O LIKE OMG.
and idk who else laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, but it was like an affair thing.
like omg, why am i having these kinds of dreaming !?
tht time on friday or thurs i dreamt of ___ + ____
it sucks please? top secret dream ! okay, NIGHTMARE,
come on man . only J knws the first dream.
gosh , it sucks.

okay nvermind.
helped mum cook today. *smiles widely*
cause my grandmother came over. hehehehe.

okayyyyy, well tomorrow might bake. d:
no one's poisoned , YET so far.
heheheheheh.

hhmmmmmmmmm.
i shall go now.

oh yeah, yesterday got my results.
usual scores ever since forever.
bleah .
(:

but im so glad myyyyyy
Al Quran i got 29/30
pfft.

okay. tc.
someone's such an ass went offline before 5pm.
sucker, i hate him la.
nvm, used to him being like this. yerpyerp.
i think im gnna go off soon,
just went online for him, yeah well. too bad for me.
hah.
signing out at 6pm !
youve got 40mins ferrrrrrrrrrr me . hehe.
no worries bbies ! hahaha, esp najwan. i might be available in 4 more hours :D

Im done.

2009-12-12T20:28:00.001+08:00

Just completed editing someone's blog(:
Pretty much not satisfied as usual.
haha.

for the first time im crapping with Vanny Vroom Vroom.
heehehhe.
okay, im so bored.

Yesterday after reciting theee Quran went to Tamp with er, 7 other ppl
and for the first time we didnt take carrrrrrrrrrr.
omggggggggggg.
it feels weird. haha.
k anyway. from 430-830 we came back.
went to my grandma's house and went back at 1015 :D

so yeah .
hmmmmm.
i want...

to sum it up, its wallets like from here. http://www.musthaveone.co.nz/dpages/d2_wallets_women.html

get me okay ?

if not, get me this.

okay, i suppose, enough of Puma ? hehe.

well anyway, im like searching for tutors now, lmao.
im so bored. and i need science tutor anws :)
so signing off !

Nadhirawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr xxx.

cant wait for school, study hard , get good job !
then MONEYYYYY MANZ.

oh yeah, ive started reading "THE CRUCIBLE"
tell you the truth, its complicated manzzzzz.
gets me dizzy . o.o

oh, amira, why you like that post ?
hahah.

i like skipping stuff. :P

2009-12-10T22:40:00.004+08:00

well, naj would know what i mean yeh ?
haha, i expected the waterbombs already, so ape lagi ?
CABUT ahhh ! hahaha, you plan to sabo me whaaaaaaaaat.
so yeh, better be safe then WET !
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
later cannot hug x.
):

--
i have lived less than 12 hours without amira and sab
and i actually miss amira ):
no one in msn to talk to for TEN DAYS !!!!!!!!
AHHH, siao.
k nvm D:

ten days only whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
haha, right right?

k nvm.

--

walao i fat sia. gain weight like one kind.
cannot eat alrrr siaaaaaaaa.
nw like so tempted w eggsssssssssssssss.
ahhhh, cannot tahan.
so people, dont talk about food to me !
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i wish there's no food at home. and no chocolate.
im fatttttttttttttt .
k obsessed.

--

sooo anyway,
went to school today . woke up at 730am after
7 snoozes of 3 mins :P
and then went off at 903am.
and missed the bus at 908am.
so yerp. sad case
and bus came at 923am.
and met up with Gloria at bus stop at 947am.
:D

and then head off to schhh !
hahah, k lol :P

so yerps. it was uhhhhhhhhhhhhh, fruitful uh .
and then im so excited for civilization game, yey !
hahaha, but i become clan leader tk fun eh, i hate naj for giving me this position-.-

but nevertheless, iwould "gamble" and help the thieves and all.
hahaha, i want torture them, in jail yknw !
k nvm :P

we'll just see how.
hahahah.
--

k siao.
then head home at 1pm after eating w nas and x
was like disappointed with SOMEONE .
k -.-
btw, met up w Rahman sadly siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa w darwis, when i with someoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
walao. unlucky. then they steal my fries ):

k nvm.
and then then then met faz. he look smaller than me = im fat.
):

anyway, head home and met up with Rayyan coincidentally w his friend !
he going KL then nvr tell me when we saw each other-.-
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn per.
k nvm, told him get me smth anyway :P
i knw, no shame. hahahah. bestf what, neighbours some more, so heck care. heheheheh
--

so anw, head home. slept at 310pm after sending a text to SOMEONE at 305 pm
and DIDNT receive any replies
woke up at 350pm, ate ( told u im fat!) okay, and TRIED to sleep again at 410pm
and FAILED. but i got up at 5pm :D

--

so anw, bye :P
oh yeah..
anw, now talking to long lost friendddddd hahaha, agil. k lol. bye.

6:56 PM) - [ Fυиκyвєат: eh mondae aku cerite kn kt rayyan pasal ashraf abe dier pun tk happie nagn ashraf

:D

me lovey themmy.

i posted that in one of my other blogs last march(:
i miss talking to rafi hafiz.
wonder why we have to end up this way, wish i can start over.
butttt, its okay. i suppose.
let him get over .

My great friends(:

2009-12-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

some of the pictures take.

Attention : Alwani's hair heeeeeeeeeeh.

went to meet up w em at mcs at around 1140 w amira and close to noon w sab, alwani? idk :D

but before that met up with x at 11am around there.

left mcs at 1pm ? went library and tamp for awhile

so yeah, four of us went to city hall at 120pm ? O.o

:D:D:D:D:D

and walked to Singapore Flyer at 150pm . Long Journey.

Stopped by Marina Barage cause it raind :D

then we ate there.

i lurve the sambal of the nasi lemak ! heeeheeee.

and we blowed bubbles :P

around 300 we left? idk .

then walked there, and we took pichaaaas !

hahaha, k awesome.

went off at 4 ?

then reached pasir ris at 430?

I LOST TRACK OF TIME. HAHAHAH.

me and alwani went off at 5pm . home baby !

hahaha. after her bus , my bus. awesome.

reached home at 530 :D

now im missing bby .

k byeee !

will miss AMIRA and SABRINA !

ps : i am worried for alwani.

Nonsense

2009-12-08T16:06:00.002+08:00

end-ehh-jay-doubleu-ehh-end! ✌ says:
make the awesome people group

A complete Nut- Case. says:
hahah really ?
siape seh nk join.

end-ehh-jay-doubleu-ehh-end! ✌ says:
but if like that only i can join

and i cant believe ive go ta friend like him-.-
well anyway, im really alright right now.

and i cant wait to go out w the lovelies.
picnic perhaps?
(:

HIPPIE.
HAHA, IM SO HYPER AND CRAZY EVENTHO I ER YOU KNOW
BUT YEAH
HAHAHAHAHA.
I ROCK.

listen. read.

"Cold Case Love"

On my roof

Dark and I'm burning a rose

I don't need proof

I'm torn apart & you know

What you did to me was a crime

Cold Case Love

And I let you reach me one more time

But that's enough

Your love was breaking the law

But I needed a witness

So pick me up when it's over

It don't make any difference

Will it ever be solved

Or am I taking the fall

Truth was there all along

Tell me how did we miss it

We opened up a cold case love

And it got the best of us

And now prints, pictures & white outlines

Are all that's left at the scene of a crime

Of a cold case love

Should've investigated

But love blinded eyes

Couldn't see (no)

And then I tried to cage it

But your love ain't the kind you can keep

Release me now cause I did my time

Of this cold case love

My heart's no longer cold & confined

I've had enough

Your love was breaking the law

But I needed a witness

So pick me up when it's over

It don't make any difference

Will it ever be solved

Or am I taking the fall

Truth was there all along

Tell me how did we miss it

We opened up a cold case love

And it got the best of us

And now prints, pictures & white outlines

Are all that's left at the scene of a crime

Of a cold case love

We lost our way

Took this too far

Now I'll never find the pieces of my heart

We've lost enough

Looking for a truth

That was here all along

Cold case love

And it got the best of us

and now prints, pictures & white outlines

Are all that's left at the scene of a crime

Of a cold case love

We opened up a cold case love

And it got the best of us

and now prints, pictures & white outlines

Are all that's left at the scene of a crime

Of a cold case love

i decided to go old (:

Insane.

2009-12-08T13:37:00.004+08:00

im so insane that im going his house tmr w/ this peeps ! and we shall CAM WHORE. HAHA , I LOIKE.
yes.

Ibrahim webcamed me to show one of his sister's twin, BULAT !
AH FISH, SO ADORABLE CANS ?
hhahahahahah.
now i like so hyper, so happy see baby alr !
no need my bby, got real baby happy enough !
hahahaha.
(previous : the baby dk how to talk, so yeah. )

Dude says:
but when i say hello to her
she said hello back
so cute
A complete Nut- Case. says:
really?
i say hello to her !!
HELLO !!
she got say anyth back ?
hahah !!
Dude says:
dude
ur talking to me
A complete Nut- Case. says:
heeeh
so ?
xD
Dude says:
hey she said hello
^_^
A complete Nut- Case. says:
hehehe, really ? xD
dont lieee ! !
hah
Dude says:
yes
she did
A complete Nut- Case. says:
heheh, yey !

adioz.

edit :

(see dp) HAHAHAHAHAHAH. IM AWESOME.

OH SEE DN . HAHAHA. I LURVE ME .

Dedicate to me, will you ?

2009-12-08T12:15:00.002+08:00

my lips are dry.
2hrs30min of sleep.
2months,29days.

Facebook.

2009-12-08T10:21:00.002+08:00

I found this pretty group and i joined(:
A list of things guys wish girls knew.

1. We aren’t all douches.

2. Not all of us are as tough as we make it out to be.

3. We all have a sensitive side, but not all of us will admit to and/or show it.

4. We hate it when you talk badly about yourself. In most cases, it’s not true at all. Especially things like “I’m fat” or “I don’t deserve you.”

5. Just because we don’t say on IM or on a text doesn’t mean we’re ignoring you. Sometimes we’re just being shy.

6. We like compliments, too.

7. We hate it when you won’t tell us why you’re upset or hide your emotions.

8. We hate it when you don’t tell us things.

9. Just because we’re all horny doesn’t mean that sex is all we want or that it is our priority. Most of us are willing to wait.

10. We like girls who trust us.

11. If you’re mad at us, tell us.

12. We almost always mean it when we apologize.

13. We can’t be with you forever.

14. Don’t talk about other guys in front of us unless
you aren’t talking about how much you like them or how cool they are. It makes it seem like you have no interest in dating us.

15. Don’t use cheap excuses like “I don’t date” or anything else, because it’s just stupid and we hate it.

16. We like hugs too, just not from other guys.

17. Clingy girls are often something we don’t like.

18. If you want to ask us something, ask.

19. We appreciate girls who like us for who we are.

20. Just because we’re a nerd or geek or whatever, doesn’t mean we aren’t human.

21. We don’t always see your hints.

22. Don’t get mad at us for what we find funny, we may not believe it.

23. Not all guys want the girl to be the stay at home mom.

24. Don’t exercise until you have no breasts, or tell us all about how you ate 4 calories in the last week. It's disgusting.

25. Taking it slow isn't a bad thing, but it tends to be a good idea to cut to the chase.

26. We don’t all like sluts.

27. Don’t bitch about our friends to us unless they did something really bad to you. Just because they may be a dick doesn’t mean they are to everyone. But we will talk to them for you.

28. We can love too.

29. NEVER.CHEAT.

30. Fights will happen. So don’t fear them.

31. The majority of us don’t use girls.

32. We may be teases, but please don’t take it too
seriously.

33. Don’t make us your life’s priority if you are thinking about it, because when it all crashes down, you’ll be left with nothing.

34. Just because most guys like porn doesn’t mean we all do.

35. Just because some guys think lesbians and bisexuals are really hot doesn’t mean we all do.

36. If we make racist/sexist jokes, it’s our problem, not yours. So don’t try to change it.

37. Don’t be bossy.

38. We can’t always buy you stuff.

39. Just because we fight a lot doesn’t mean we want to.

40. Don’t try to change us.

41. Some guys won’t say I love you right away
because we’re shy and unsure what you will think.

42. If you don’t like that we play video games, own weapons, watch violent movies, etcetera, don’t date us.

43. Don’t worry about us too much. We can handle ourselves.

44. NEVER, I repeat, NEVER tell people embarrassing stories about us or secrets.

45. If we dump you don’t go and tell all your friends that we’re assholes. We don’t do that when you dump us. Not everything can last forever.

46. We absolutely hate it when you won’t leave us alone after a breakup.

47. Sometimes what you want isn’t so obvious to us, so if we don’t get the picture, tell us. We’d rather you tell us than you be unhappy.

48. A lot of guys are really nice people if you get to know them, don't judge a book by its cover.

49. Some guys are dicks to you even if they like you. It’s normal, don’t think much of it.

50. Never propose to us or ask us out. It's extremely awkward.

51. If we tell you to stop something, stop it or it may lead to us dumping you.

52. Don’t have high expectations.

53. Don’t be a poser emo/scene kid or poser gangster.

54. If you’re upset, we really appreciate you contacting us.

55. Guys can be pretty romantic given the moment or the guy.

56. Guys will talk about their ex’s sometimes, don’t think much of it.

57. Guys don’t always like boob jobs. If we want you to get one, we’ll tell you.

58. Be honest with us, if we truly love you, we’ll accept you for who you are, not matter what.

59. Don’t talk about Edward Cullen or Jacob Black around us unless we like the Twilight series, too.

60. We’re disgusting, we burp, fart, and swear, but that doesn’t mean we won’t be polite around you.

61. If we’re dating you, don’t whine about how we aren’t doing enough if you haven’t told us what you want.

62. Girls with a sense of humour please us.

63. We worry about you, too.

64. Don’t apologize for things we don’t mind or want you to apologize for.

65. Cheerleaders aren’t always something we want.

66. Unless we're friends with your best friend, don't have them tag along.

67. It's annoying when you're paranoid. We won't leave you or forget about you.

68. Don't make fun of us, we can be insecure too.

69. We like attention, too.

70. Don't be an attention whore.

71. We like being called hot or sexy. Cute can occasionally be a let down. Same with adorable.

72. Don't try to force us to do things we don't want to, it makes a relationship worse.

73. Don't ask us for fashion opinions, we have no clue.

74. Cuddling is OK too, we just hate it when that's all you want to do.

75. We can help you out whenever you need it, just try not to dump your problems on us.

76. Yes, we love you. No, we don't hate you. Yes, we're not lying.

77. Some guys may like girls that act stupid, but the vast majority of us hate it.

78. Our hearts can be broken, too.

79. Stuck-up bitches are our enemies.

80. Resist the urge to whine. It drives us nuts.

81. If we buy you presents, you should accept them. We spend money on you because we care.

82. NEVER PAY US BACK FOR PRESENTS.

i feel so alone.

2009-12-08T10:04:00.001+08:00

empty.

explain, understand.

2009-12-08T09:37:00.002+08:00

now you know how i know about "her" ?

from your previous pms, i check okay.

god, this suck.

why cant he understand that im not giving up ?

we're still in this together, arent we ?

god..

and so... who will wipe my tears away?

i really want this to last, man. i hate you so much for not knowing me.

haha, i rmbr being like this. i think

shaik always used to say, your love is so big that you wont give up getting to the one you love.

its indescribable.

yeah, i miss shaik's words. like, i really need his words right now.

idk what to do ...

will someone i love go online ?!

My Story.

2009-12-08T09:26:00.000+08:00

Okay,object above is a playlist of my emo songs. playlisted for this whole week.

haha, feel me, baby !

So anyway, i would very much say, i had great time releasing the pain

through you-know-what. if you-dont-know-what, then do ask in msn(:

Hmm, idk why, im like so alive right now. woke up to pray, and here i am at 850am.

okay, this( (: ) is annoying.

hmm, what shall i say ?

i dont know, im like so blanked, and idk larh .

like, fcked up please?

what can i say now, like. yeah .

fish.

not in the mood.

walao, i suck la please. only knw how to cry.

such an ass.

well, good thing is i dont complain honey(:

k , update later.

I GOT DUMP!

2009-12-08T09:02:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA, ASS.

Anonymous.

2009-12-08T08:54:00.003+08:00

and so its 853am today.
Slept at 4am and woke up at 630am.
im alive til now :D
awesome.

--

313@somerset was , er okay.
suffering, yeah.

okay, tata.

and i would love to thank amira for accompanying me til 315 am ~~last~~ ~~night~~ this morning(:

Okay, no feelings.

2009-12-07T14:48:00.003+08:00

Things I did, and do.
Fig. 3 : i hope someone create those pills.
(:

In title : Er, lol.
like, i a mean to you know who.
not the er, booo. i think. k nvm
dk la, lets see how the future turns out kay guys?
As Amira And Jannah would advice to me.
huahuahua.

k going out to 313@sommerset soon with sister(:

tatas.
i'll smile, honey !

iloveH. i suppose?
but well, if he loves me, he would respond quick to my mail.
gosh, hopeless !
i bet he doesnt want me to be okay.
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i got affair la. -.-
who the fuck, would believe that ?

oh wait, him.
DUH !

why am i not important at all ?
sigh.

arent you suppose to rush for your love ones, when things are going wrong?
when theyre not okay ?
but youre not making the least effort to.
woke up in the morning, not to make things okay for me.
but you just.

urgh, fcked up.
come to think of it.
maybe solo is good, huh ?

fcked up.. i hate life.

my people.

2009-12-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMznLUCffLY

made my day. (L)
hahahaha. eventho its 5 min to midnight xD
thks naj.

haha jannah !
love you so much, probably the longest conver i had w/ you
thanks alot (:

Yey me !

2009-12-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

I made najwan go online,
and i made him wear class tshirt on thurs !
yey me !
loveeee najwan !
hehehehe.
---

& now sharing probs with amiraaaaaaa lovely !

--

k teeet.
--

~~so why did we broke up ? ( your frequent question !)~~
~~sigh.~~
~~i knew the first time we were friends, we could be more.~~
~~we could be more than ever,~~
~~but i was afraid to make that happen.~~
~~i dont want us to fight, ever.~~
~~so im sorry _ , i had to break up with you.~~
~~now you know why, but i cant get the courage to tell you.~~
~~im sorry.~~

--

and bby, we're not meant to be.

i feel so caught up in the middle.
i need help.
and finally, i do get help from two wonderful gfs. (:

this is getting so hard!
why did you have to make me ponder over this !?
i hate you so much ,i hate you _____ !

awesome. haha thks naj !

Blog hopping.

2009-12-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

so sad.
at least this girl, had the courage to say she love her ex still.
lol (k, dont you try to know whats in my mind)
well, if you read carefully, its similar with US. right?
but shes brave enough to let go.

i shouldve done that(breaking up) long ago! (mum alr said so anws)
hah. im such an ass. will do so, next time (:

MY NAME :P

2009-12-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

Sesungguhnya, aku boreddd skali.
kay channel 5. hhaah/

--

Theeee meaning of muaii name ;)
Nadhirah
Derived from Nadhirah, of Arabic origin,
A Name Meaning “The Radiant One, Pure One”
One who laughs joyously
She will be lucky in love
One who gives strength through encouragement
A person free from anxiety
One who doesn’t cause pain to others
Relates well to children
When called upon, she responds positively
She shows courage when called upon

er, the one who doesnt blablabla~ uhhhhh, having doubts uh .
AHHH, CHILDREN ! (L)
yerp, im so optimistis that aqilah is hating me for that, sorry babes !
aku janji aku jadi pesissmistic when it comes to you and her okehh ?
ill support you all the wayyy, i luv you babe ! please dont hate me for siding w her sometimes!
miss you ~ *muacks* ~!

--

http://lovesong-playing-lianacipz.blogspot.com/

im interested w/ this couple. haha. like so awesome.
make me cry only la. sucks la.
hate him for life alr la :/
im serious. always make me cry. sucks please.
padahalpadahal , tau orang gembeng, then make me feel more worse ah ?
pandainyerrrrrr lelaki ni !

--

http://article.f-buzz.com/?p=5
find your name ? (only for girls)
(:
Nadhirah - bright face with lustre & noor; healthy & happy

kk best, searched for all of my friend's name, found none-.-

Sunni References:

- al-Riyadh al-Nadhirah, by al-Muhib al-Tabari, v2, p198

- at-Tabaqat, by Ibn Sa'd, v2, part 2, p101

- al-Isabah, by Ibn Hajar al-Asqalani, v4, p568

- Tahdhib al-Tahdhib, by Ibn Hajar al-Asqalani, v7, pp 337-338

- Fathul Bari, by Ibn Hajar al-Asqalani, v8, p485

- al-Istiab, by Ibn Abd al-Barr, v3, p1107

- Tarikh al-Khulafa, by al-Suyuti, p124

- al-Itqan, by al-Suyuti, v2, p319

haha, k lol. no life.

i think those who understand will be erm.. religious people. lol.

--

NADHIRAH
N	Naif
A	Amanah
D	Dinamik
H	Harum
I	Ikhlas
R	Ramah
A	Alim
H	Harum
Apa ada pada nama?

haha, k lol.

Nadhirah- Yang berseri-seri.

haha, kay focus on MY NAME. duh . hahaha , k im so vain.
xD nadira/ nadhirah
and you can see the dad's name-.-
k lah wtv, hassan .
fck ya .

haha. im evil.
k bye.

naj & amira not onlineee sehhh ):

I'm Gone - (MY) Jay Sean

2009-12-06T20:25:00.001+08:00

[Verse1]
I don't wanna have to see you happy
I cant even bare to see you smile
Now a days I can't look in your eyes
Well I can but it takes a while
Does it show
Told a lot of white lies to hide it all
They're beginning to break me down
Though I promise it's over now

[Chorus]
I'm gone I don't blame u at all
Cuz after all the things u did for me
Got beaten by temption
I'm gone
~~Girl~~ you're better off alone
I don't want you to see
The truth in me

[Verse 2]
Try my best to keep it all together
Gonna take it back to where we were
Never been too good at keeping secrets
Give you reasons but for what it's worth
Let me go
What the hell would make you look at me the same?
Used to say we're unbreakable
But I just went and changed it all

If I told you; could you live with that
If I told you; could you live with that
If I told you; I couldn't live with that
I couldn't live with that
No, I'd rather give you no excuses at all

[Chrous]

[verse 3]
~~You gave me everything~~
~~And honestly its every fault of mine~~
~~To beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong~~
See leaving you is one thing but you've got to realize
Some things are best unspoken
So please don't ask me why

Oh you don't wanna know
Ohh

[Chrous ]

If I told you
Could you live with that
If I told you
Could you live with that
If I told you
I couldn't live with that
I couldn't live with that
No..
If I told you
Could you live with that
If I told you
Could you live with that
If I told you
I couldn't live with that
I couldn't live with that
No..

[bold/italics/underlined for a reason. if seen all three/ large font, the strongest statement from me to you(: ]

Hey Guyz.

2009-12-06T14:00:00.003+08:00

Im bored to death.
Intending to go to sommerset to that err, tokyo sale thingy.
like ohmygod.
maybe going w my sis.
ahhh its awesome.

http://sg.takemetogreatdeals.com/2009/12/03/uniqlo-mega-store-opening-sale-singapore-3-24-dec-09/
i want the jeans (L)
and to my dearie amira!
im so happy for youuuuu.
haha. i confirm fail my hadith xD

--

boooooooo.
k bye.

i wont let you get the best of me.
it gets me sick.
sucker.

makan hati seyh, asyik gini, tkde kerja ke ?
ergh. cant live w/ you anymore

you made me this way, face it. it wasnt my fault. moron.

www.heartsandkisses.tumblr.com

I want bowling.

2009-12-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

I feel like crying, k i am-.-
someone making me going insane.
idk what i did wrong :'(
k nvm.
--

as i said in previous post,
photos shall speak for today.

Taken June 11 2009.
Miss those good times.
Bowling w the girls. and ride with the guys. they went arcade.
haiz, miss rafi.
k nvm.
uhhhhhh. so i want bowling, but this time, with this peeps..
... or maybe more....
or less...

1120 pm of 211009.
the latest i ever went home late. heeeheee.
cant forget rayyan for er, smth ^^
tc(:

no mood.
thks amira for understanding(:
love you.

i always knew i was never FIRST in your life
Last will be good, wait. Last is good.
What did i said wrong ? :/

News.

2009-12-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

The photos shall speak for today. (:

Did pudding w mum, I COOKED ! HAHAHAHHAHA. YEY . MY FAV DESSERT. HEHE.

My last days w/ those peeps! T.T
been 7yrs together! *missing Diyana*
But ill be w her, next yr. so yeah .D:
will miss those bestfs !
;'(

k nvm, emotional time later onz.
hehhee.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/nepheu/
check out my bestf's photography yeah !
^^ from maldives btw.

okay, during religious class.
played games w the kiddos.
after we did our prayers,
one of the teachers went to sleep.
then when she woke up, she wondered why the kids were gathering there (as seen above) and laughing
then we all told her to press this specific button,
so being so blur and on the phone, she just pressed it.
and she jumped and throw that thing, and we laughed our ass off:D

cause my teacher was so scared to press that button which gives
and electric feeling or smth, idk. got from a k2 guy(as you seen with dyed hair)

wow, im writing nicely(:

--

k gtg, boyf's giving me prob.
tc.

BORED.BORED.

2009-12-05T00:07:00.001+08:00

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

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"Sky falls, you feel like

It's a beautiful day

Don't let it get away"

You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.

And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's Your Theme Song?

You Are a Tulip

You have a wild, experimental side that craves change.

You often switch jobs and lovers, always looking for something better.

But deep down, you're also very well grounded and content.

And you will come to know that the life you live is already ideal.

What Flower Are You?

Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

They say hate is easy and love takes courage.
but i find it hard to hate , i cant seem to hate anyone not even for 1 hour :/
this sucks. how do you guys hate people and hold grudges man?
no matter how i wanna hate, it just dont work.
i'll just love them. grrr.
how do you hate ppl ?

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oh yeah, amirulrashid rmbr me seyh !
hahah. sry tk tegur.
k anw, tht was like on the.. 30th:D

oh! i posted exactly at midnight.
previous posts not here bby. :D

YOUYOUYOU. IWY!

2009-12-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

K, nad muke cramp. haha. shush.
thats longlong ayegoooo.

K . bmi.

hah. sucks la. hate amira.

grrr.

i wanna be underweight !!

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says:
http://youvebeenfooled.com/

-.-

well nvm.

im 18.7 !

like WOOOO.

HAHAA. I WANNA BE UNDERWEIGHT.

BELOW 18.5

OMG. ILL WORK ON IT.. MEANING ..

OR MAYBE IM 18.4

CAUSE IM NT SURE OF MY HEIGHT.

HAHAHA.

WEEEE.

I WANNA WEIGHT 38 !!

SOMEONEEEEEE.

K LOL.

calms down*

errrrrrrrrrr, nw im like so bored.

naj and his planning ~

amira and A-mazing R.

*pouts*

and boyf's only otw home.

sian.

k tkper.

cheer up nadhirawr!

im ssooooooooooooo going bowling la pls.

since rayyan say he'll belanja !

*double happiness ! *

k lol.

till then, see you around.

oh yeah . and smth freaky happened. k lol.

-.-

Hey Bitch.

2009-12-04T22:39:00.001+08:00

Siaper2 tk mo terasa okehhh.
d:

okay, pause.
having a great time argue-ing with amira about BMI.
and SAB about yeah. HER.
then Naj, about amira . HAHAHAHA.
K LOL.
i make them all involved in BMI stuff.
amira ! we're not fat AND YOURE NOT OBESE-.-
come on..

--

k play.

--
K PAUSE.
OH F. SHE FOOLED ME. GRRRR
ITS NOT APRIL FOOL YKNW !
hmph.
--

play.

Fact is, im a lil teeny weeny bit am.
bt change the I to YOU, please. (:

--

Well anyway, Im mad at you.

okay, you wont even know its you.

but seriously, why do we have the same taste and blood and stuff.

it sucks i tell you.

nk act big ah tu ?

cam fhm. you so young la pls.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i feel like slapping you, honey.

sexy konon, gi berangan uh .

i look better than you.

haha, ceh confident ah nad.

haha, ofc, boyf says so anw :P

but like seriously ah ehk.

dont act cam fhm ah , kid.

i knw im a kid too, bt. fact ah .

nk kai cam gitu ?

depan org act la tu alim dier.

hah. omg, reminds me of another _ i hate !

gosh, why do i have this kind of _ in my life ?!

gosh gosh . nvrm. d:

it just shows im better.

MUAHAHHA.

k dah shush .

peace babe.

HAHAH. LMAO !

2009-12-03T13:55:00.002+08:00

WATCH ALLL OF JACOB.
AHAHAHA. ANOTHER JACOB I FALL IN LOVE W .
HAHAHA . BUT THIS ONE IS TOTALLY LIKE ME.
HEEEEH, SECRET AT HOME REVEALED!
K LOL

TAYLOR!!

2009-12-03T11:49:00.000+08:00

AHHH . *SCREAMZXZSXZS,MELTXZXZSXZS*

i love him !

heeeheeee.

In Ya Face !

2009-12-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is mind blowing - and you know it.

You have the confidence to make the first move.

And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.

Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

be jealous bby !
hahahaha .
k bored. like omg, seriously.
k nvm
D:

---

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance.

You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea.

For you, the perfect kiss involves the perfect mood.

It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet.

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

You Are Trusting In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

k bye.
*pfft*
tired of waiting anw.
hehehehehe. and its okay bby !

k nights, 7 more days:D

I have nothing to do and i am told to scribble .

2009-12-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

haha, fact is, everytime i chat w him, he tends to tell everything about his life (:

i feel so, hmm, wanted?

idk. i like it when people feels easy to talk to me, its like, you know you belong somewhere

in someone's life. and youre important.

you know what i mean ?

boyf's so slow.

feel like gg offline alr.

bored. but naj finds my activity currently is fun .

which is, doing nothing :D

Haylo.

2009-12-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

k the previous below conver is continued ~ somewhere:D
hehe.

"Everytime We Touch"

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

"Fall To Pieces"

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

--

"My Boo"
(feat. Alicia Keys)

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]
I don't know bout you all
But I know about us and uh
It's the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout you all
But I know about us and uh
It's the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]
Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus (Usher):]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taken over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taken over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus (Usher):]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taken over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]
I don't know bout you all
But I know about us and uh
It's the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout you all
But I know about us and uh
It's the only way
We know how to rock
--

kay, lol.

:D er, sorry uh to NAJ : hehe.

bout the outing thing, cause like, things getting complicated uh .

anywway anywayyyyyyy.

forgot what i wanted to post o.o

and everyoneee of my cousins keep saying tht my camera's my bestf.

hehehe. yeah . get to express w phtos.

hmm, so get me one kay ?

hehe :D

BOO !

2009-12-01T13:19:00.003+08:00

Awesome !
hahah, miss the higher mt friends.
:D
i decided not to update bout ystrday :P
sorry huns.

--

k boo !
hahahah.
k bye. blaahhh.

I want to change, please let me.

booo

2009-11-30T23:04:00.001+08:00

i enjoyed today.
gahhh.

missing alot of ppl.